Ylla Bratinella

with you

2008-05-01T22:02:00.000-07:00

I need you boo, gotta see you boo.....
....with every kiss, and every hug, you make me fall in love

Ano bang meron sa kantang itech, mga sisterettes and brotherettes? Nangiinis *lol* Nagulat lang kase ako, hinatid ako ni sir Juhl pauwe, "With You" agad ang bungad...may naalala tuloy ako. Kase dun sa naaalala ko, kada sakay mo sa paa ni Voltes V, yun agad ang wewelcome sa'yo! Sabay sasabayan nya pa yun...eenunciate pa yung 2nd line above mentioned. :) Pero I'm good. Okay na ko, medyo kakamiss...kakahinayang. Pero I'll be fine...with God's guidance and help syempre, lalo na I did it out of what I know He expects me to. Kase yun ang tama. I hope, I pray, I have faith.

Haha kakaloka lang na pinaparinggan n'ya ako ngayon ng "Go On Girl"...e s'ya naman dapat yun...kung may girl's response lang yun e. Haha! "Go On Boy"?!?!?

moms know best

2008-04-30T00:03:00.000-07:00

I don't how or why, but my mom talked me through work life. Now I understand why she doesn't me to get a job muna, especially to be involved in real estate. I didn't tell her anything naman...siguro nga iba talaga ang feeling ng isang ina.

She's worried about the boys, guys, men, the issues, the stuff I could go through in this field...pero sympre, she can't protect me from the real world forever, di ba? Even before kinausap n'ya ko, I can say I've been through enough na girls my age don't usually experience yet.

Well, as most people tell my mom, she's somehow lucky that I have a conscience that I listen to most times, and I've sticked to the values I learned from my mom, people at school, and friends. Sana nga, my will would be strong enough to stick to them. Sana nga I was molded strong enough not to give in to what I was taught not to do, things that aren't right.

After that brief conversation, I felt relief. It's as if I am sure and glad that I was able to do the right thing. Lalo na kung against all odds within myself ang drama...Sana hindi temporary feeling ito, sana when I see either of them, lalo na both of them, I'd still feel the same feeling I have right now.

Pero Let's pray for all the married men all over our planet that they may realize the importance of the vows they made when they got married, and be able to sort right from wrong. Sana matuto sila gumamit ng utak, hindi panay yung nasa baba lang. May they learn how to resist temptation, and may they value fidelity, loyalty to their respective families. :) And sana marealize nila yung kmga buhay na pwede nilang sirain, hindi yung ego at ibaba lang nila iniisip nila, kiber na yung babaeng masisira ang buhay, pati buhay ng pamilya nila.

Let's also pray for those women na willing makisabit...kase they are blinded by their weaknesses. May we, all women, have enough strength and will to go against such things. Na sana isipin natin yung anak or mga anak at asawa na pwede nating masagasaan. Babae rin tayo, if we were in that position, how would we feel, di ba? Promise, if one of you [readers out there] is somehow boggled in such situation, think about it. Akala lang naten masaya na sundin lang ang gusto, pero in the end, kung mali yan, masasaktan ka rin in the long run. Unlike if we stick to what is right, sa umpisa, masakit talaga...pero mas masaya ka naman in the end. :)

Good luck to each and everyone of us. To those who had gone through such, in the situation right now, and to those who are about to be faced with this kind of dilemma. God bless our souls :)

accidentally in love

2008-04-29T21:27:00.000-07:00

Know this song? Here's the lyrics.

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As per Meredith Grey, "We can't help who we fall in love with." We can't dictate what and how we should feel, but the least we could do is control our actions...even if it hurts big time. To contradict what our hearts say. Say no even if you really meant yes...pushing the person away when all you really wanna do is pull that person near to you.

And you know what's even harder? It's when that person has been somehow persistent, but you just have to push the person away, because it's the right thing to do. When they said doing the right thing would be rewarding at the end (even if it's just the "rewarding feeling" no?), sana nga it's worth all the pain. I hope it would, it is...So help us, God. :)

woman's instinct

2007-12-03T00:53:00.000-08:00

oops, i did it again. walang kadala-dala. pero ito wala kong karapatan kasi wala naman. haha! dapat talaga, nakinig ako sa instincts ko...inde na talaga uso benefit of the doubt dapat!

ulit pa ng ulit si kuya kagabi, sabi na ngang wag pag-usapan...kasi wala naman...tapos inde ko pa kilala yung babae na sinasabi nila, well...yung likod nya kilala ko haha! at malamang hindi nya rin ako kilala. di ba? atsaka kahit si bulilit burger, wala naman e..so dapat inde na pagusapan, kasi wala nga! ayan, naupset tuloy ako. wala na dapat sakin yun e. Except dun sa text galore grabe ha! well inde na dapat biggie saken yun kasi hello inde naman sya ipinunta ko dun, inde ko nga akalain na andun sya e...pero kasi inulit-ulit pa nila. Pero first time ever may nangganun saken. Dangness, hindi nya kelangan ipamukha saken na boring ako...edi umalis sya, inde naman namin sya tinawag...ano gusto nya ba palabasin? na gwapo sya? grabe pag nilapitan nya, benta sya agad?! well, i sort of likeD him pa naman na...ayan hirap saken e, ang bilis e. haha!

tignan mo, akala namin nagbago na si Barbs, nanggulo nanaman sa angkan! Grrr...pinatuloy namin sya ng maayos dito ah kahit na itinakbo nya yung pinagbentahan ng town and country noon...sabi kasi ni mommy palagpasin na kasi pera lang yun. pero ito, he did it again! people don't change, they just change their tactics. parang ako, tamad pa rin...hehehe shopaholic pa rin, nagiba lang ng hilig. hay! nagdrama pa sya dito, nagiiiyak, naawa pa ko sakanya...yun pala TOTOO naman mga bintang sakanya. GRRRR...gullible kasi kami ni mommy tsaka bilis maawa e. hay! sinasabi ko na nga ba, imposible magbago yun...benefit of the doubt pa rin nangibabaw...

i['m back! i'm back! oooh lala i'm back!

2007-10-04T20:11:00.000-07:00

oh well, just got home from the first game of the best of 3 of UE vs DLSU, wherein DLSU won. I'm not an Archer fan pero ayoko manalo UE! haha!

Haha! As some you guys have seen my new uploaded pictures on Friendster, my hair is almost 7" shorter, ooh lala tikwas ito! haha! grrr...hate it, actually. Will never ever go back to Piandre for my haircut ever again, i'll stick to *eerrr forgot his name! basta ung sa manila pen, atsaka ung stylist na lopez ang surname* karma siguro sa buhok ko yun, kasi majinbu complimented my hair e, then ayun...

syet, usapang kasawian nanaman! Buwiset...sinasabi ko na nga ba, he's no different, lalo na dating baller, malamang! pero nagpadala pa din..sooo stupid. naniwala pa ko sa pinagsasasabi nya, syet. i should've known better no. dat talaga naniwala ko sa unang naisip ko, parang pag nanghuhula ako sa exams. haha. syet, syet, syet!

ayan pula kasi madugo...dumudugo utak ko. hahaha syet syet syet

...so i figured

2007-09-15T16:04:00.000-07:00

"ang babaw no? pwede naman ako magpaload"

yeah, hindi n'ya na lang derechohin na, "ayaw na kita itext e."

so why does he bother talking to me thru ym? para hindi s'ya ung lumabas na bad guy, instead e ginagawa nya ung mga bagay para mainis ako, ako na lang ung kusang lumayo? is that it? kinausap ko sya about it, pero deny pa rin. hai...texted him last night, and he didn't even bother to explain.

anyway, just got back from gateway para lang bumili ng pang-shave. ha-ha! 1st time ko magsheshave ng legs kasi i have it waxed by a pro...e kaso i burnt the skin on my right leg due to the DIY wax stunt i pulled last night. nagmarunong, sayang tuloy yung wax, 900 buckeroos down the drain...and sa laki ng bill ko last night, my mom won't give me my "pondo" na, so i've to settle for shaving. plus, hindi na pwede iwax kasi burnt na. kakatakot baka masugat ko naman sarili ko this time. haha! tsaka baka mag-ala cactus ung regrowth. scary! hahaha! kainis, hirap maging babae. buti pa sa guys, pangit pag walang legs sa hair...mas type ko ung hairy legs. hahaha! yoko lang ng hairy chest. ung arms, oks oks lang. ayoko ng kalbo ung legs e. parang native na native ung dating. hehe. tsaka feeling ko mas babae pa sakin. yoko nga. toinks.\

moving along...nakashades ako kanina haha makulimlim naman, hanggang sa loob ng mall pa! mukha tuloy ako nag-drugs kagabi. erk. as if i would even dare to try [drugs]. with matching ceu pe shorts na ala-metroaide at tshirt na nag-discolor na...at ang hair, uncombed ponytail-ed do...fashionistang-fashionista! hahahaha! double erk. haha!

uulan kaya mamaya? instead of staying at home and agonize, i decided to go to oj's birthday...eh un din naman excuse ko sa mga nagaya ng lakad for tonight, "baka kasi pumunta ako sa birthday ng ate ni *". eh at least birthday pa rin. harhar

random lang to

grabe kung magkalat ang condoms at PT kits nowadays no? wala lang...parang nakakaescandalo lang. hehe. oh well, proud to be a virgin pa rin naman ako kaya siguro ganun...basta parang sobrang lantaran na yung premarital sex. hehe. parang okay na lang sya, hindi na sya issue...im not saying na hindi ako maiinvolve sa ganun, malay naten, di ba? pero for now, wala kong balak. hehehehe.

grocery

2007-09-14T21:18:00.000-07:00

went to the grocery with my mom kanina, and spent 3 hours of hila do'n, hila dito ng mga bagay na 'di ako sure kung kelangan ko. haha! basta most of 'em are kiss my face stuff...dami kong conditioner na nahila pala, all 5. 4 of 'em are kiss my face and one is brown ekek, forgot. bango kasi e. tapos hindi naman ako gumagamit ng bodywash, humila din pala ako nun, ung anti-stress, kiss my face uli. eh inde naman ako dapat maarte sa ganung bagay, kung ano ilagay ni mommy sa banyo, yun na yun. tapos may hand cream, body butter, dyi wax kit na di ko alam pano gamitin (sa salon ako nagpapawax eh), at kung anu-ano pa...dami ko rin pinaghihilang pagkain, tsokolate, pati local! hahaha! at syempre, nakapagtakas ako ng mudslide, tequila rose at absolut kurant! hahahaha! wawa naman yung nanay ko nagbayad...sakin palang daw yun...oh well, that's how i deal with errr...i dunno what to call this "feeling" i have e. hahaha! if i can't go shopping, sa grocery ako manggugulo. para kong si cristina yang na hila na lang ng hila ng kung ano...akala mo 1st time nakapasok ng grocery. haha! pati kleenex dami ko kinuha...para tuloy ako magbubukas ng mini kikay shop. haha! sayang di ko napuslit mascara at blush on (may max factor at l'oreal pa naman sa shopwise, shiznits...kung may paul & joe at chanel dun, kumuha na ko ng pressed powder. ubos na e) pero sa dinami-dami ng pinaghihila ko, feeling ko may kulang pa sa mga nabili ko. haha. syet. i hate this feeling...

parang kagabi til kanina, parang kong may general anesthesia, tapos ngayon nagwewear off na, nafeefeel ko na yung kung ano man to. hahaha.

nakakaekek pa kasi super christmas songs naaaaa tinutugtog nila!! huhuhu...

cheap thrill

2007-09-13T20:00:00.000-07:00

as we all are aware, guys are always up for it, cheap thrill...hello! they see and treat women as sexual objects. okay, guys, look at ur momma's please and think about it...ayos ba? okay maybe some girls are willing to be part of the thrill, but i, for one, am not. i am more than just a cheap thrill. so please, spare me. thank you.

sabaw

2007-09-12T20:51:00.000-07:00

nasasabaw utak ko, promise. as in. hindi ko maisip ano nafeefeel ko...one thing's clear, sakit jaw ko. haha! syet sarap tumawa...kung totoong tawa.

usap kasabawan tayo...sinamahan ko si tita sa CMC kanina, hehe haba ng hair ko! wala lang. kapal ko talaga...hehe meron medyo cute na nurse sa ER. Pero mas cute ung nurse nung nagduty kami dati, 5th flr ata sya. haha! atsaka ung xray tech..hahaha! oh well, ayun, trying to distract myself with the kacuteness ng mga guys. kasi feeling ko lumulutang ako, parang naglalakad sa nothingness, parang nasa limbo. haha!

so ayun, as i'm typing right now, si andoy at pao eh nagaaya uminom...hai. ayoko. hindi pa pwede...atsaka sus aasarin nanaman nila ko kay jay, e over na ko dun. though okay lang na mangasar sila, wala lang ako sa mood na asarin kahit kanino ngayon...

atsaka...nagpapabili ako shu uemura, bebe, forever21 stuff kay myca sa singapore. un lang naman kaligayahan ko e. haha!

hmmmm...ayun! siguro ung closest description ng nafeefeel ko ngayon is disdain...

woot! gusto ko pumasok sa capitol tsaka dun sa south ekek sa may bf resort un e. kaso ung latter ang layo. swoosh. pero pwede din, solo kong titira sa bahay namin sa cavite. BOO! eh daming mumu dun. ayks. hahahaha!

eh nako, sarap na lang maging maganda, adorable at lovable (pagbigyan na kakapalan ng mukha, ngayon lang naman e) kasi pag down ka, and daming ready na icheer up ka...basta clear lang na true platonic ekek lang ang lahat...eh basta ayoko muna ng more than that. saklap e...hahaha! syet. yoko na. tama na blab.

sabi nung isa ko katext kanina, "nasayo na lahat...un lang bopol ka sa lovelife. u can't have it all nga talaga." uuuyy flattering haha. walang kukontra, pwede? next time na lang. haha

kagabi ko pa gusto sumayaw...sana mag-God's Kitchen or Armin kami sa Saturday. Tas sa Sunday magbaballroom kami ni tito, sana...kaso momove ata yung party nya sa 30 para dun na din sa bago nyang bahay. (oh ayan nanaman. hindi kami mayaman. mahirap lang kami. ung iba ko lang kamaganak. lubog na kami. haha! kita mo ngang wala na yung town & country atsaka iba pa e)

woot! sana bilan ako ni mommy nung lavender-ish-colored motorola! pang-sun ko! hahaha! sa pasko na ung SE p1...o kaya kahit wag na p1, MAC ibook na lang. toinks. ang sarap mangarap, tsong! hahaha

oh well...quote for the day: "I like DEAD END signs. I think they're kind. They at least have the decency to let you know you're going nowhere..." - Bugs Bunny

Baboosh na mga badoosh! shopping-shopping muna. hehehe

dep hits..ninuninuninu

fool again

2007-09-12T12:36:00.000-07:00

i can't believe i let myself fall for it.......i should've known better. well, i knew better, but i've still let myself go for the free fall. ouch.

"it wasn't how i planned it... my feet are where i landed..."

plague -- Antipolo folks are all in the hospital, Medical City, ung iba Capitol. hai. isali niyo na din ako, oh, puhlease

woot! asked my mom to buy me 3 bags of flat tops woot! sawa na ko sa imported chocolates muna, flat tops, flat tops. woot!

kainis wala kong pambayad kay aris (gym instructor/trainer), i need elevated endorphines! since april, nagbabayad si mommy tas di ako pumupunta..hehe. bad.

back to the main topic. argh...*sigh*

as if i was born yesterday

2007-09-11T19:31:00.000-07:00

i soooo hate it pag feeling ng mga tao bebenta sakin ung mga "alibi's" nila. hello?!

okay, moving along...inconsistency is a sign of hiding something or one is up to something, so if a guy shows such, blow him off na! dali sabihin, tsk. well, women's instincts nga diba sabi nila reliable naman? well, mine, so far is quite reliable naman so...i think his inconsistency's saying that he's juggling. but, sorry, i'm not willing to be one of the balls he juggles up in the air...kutob palang naman, once na-prove to. syet. syet. syet talaga.

which one would you...

2007-09-10T18:38:00.000-07:00

prefer, be left hangin' not knowing what's going on, what happened, and if you're still waiting for something, or get dumped?

i prefer the latter. i know that it's sooo unusual for a girl to get dumped. well, i been left hanging not knowing, but i've never got dumped, so far. well, the reason behind it is, when i get dumped, at least i'll know that it's over, and i'll get the chance to figure out what went wrong, di ba?

syempre, as for guys, you'd want the same thing, right? kesa ung bigla na lang kayong iwasan. hehe. ayun, wala na ko masabi...lost for words again...back to the other side of my room and watch ally mcbeal. woot!

toodle-ooh mga badoosh!

boys will be boys

2007-09-07T19:21:00.000-07:00

"men and their stupid boy penises" - grey's anatomy

boys will be boys, they will NEVER grow up. they can turn a hundred years old but still, 5-year old kiddo pa rin yan! they treat us, women, as commodities, na pag nakakita sila ng mas bago at much better na commodity, 'dun na sila.

Nakakainis pa e there are guys who try to convince us na they're different, pero hindi rin. What's the point? They're all the SAME! iba-ibang style at tactics lang 'yan, pero bottomline nun iisa lang. Iiwan ka din naman after a period of time, para que pa na iconvince ka nya na iba sya?

Pinakanakakainis lang, alam mo na ngang ganun, pag may dumating at icoconvince ka na iba sya, maniniwala ka nanaman ulit. ay nako, TANGA ko talaga. Nagpaulan ng katangahan, kagigising ko lang, ready to jog. kung talent lang to, pang-Guinness World Records na ako!

At syempre, as usual, dito ko to ipopost kesa sa multiply na mega magrereact ung barkada nung taga metrobank. sagwa ng buhay. pag feeling mo masaya ka na, in a split second, babawiin din. ay nako. in my face na katangahan ko nga! terible. hahaha

**i would like to thank Kat and Tiu kasi sakanila ko natuto na gamitin ang salitang "tanga", the word best describes me. hehehe. Dati kasi hindi ko s'ya masabi, parang forbidden word. haha

To think that only yesterday

I was cheerful, bright and gay

Looking forward to well wouldn't do

The role i was about to play

But as if to knock me down

Reality came around

And without so much, as a mere touch

Cut me into little pieces

Leaving me to doubt

Talk about god and his mercy

Or if he really does exist

Why did he desert me in my hour of need

I truly am indeed alone again, naturally

It seems to me that there are more hearts

Broken in the world that can't be mended

Left unattended

What do we do? what do we do?

At ito ang nakakatawang nakakainis, midst all these, I'm still hoping that somewhere, out there hinahanap din ako ng para sakin, ung kahit sablay ng onti, pero para sakanya, I'm the best among all the other commodities, na hindi nya pagpapalit kahit may ibang much better and newer ones na dumating.

Uhmmm...I haven't come to a point not to believe in God pa naman...I've my super duper tito jun who loves me so much...

ayun na naiyak na ko. haha! baboosh na mga badoosh!

shiznits

2007-09-01T18:12:00.000-07:00

As I was watching Grey’s Anatomy earlier, I got hit by what Derek told Tatcher Grey about Meredith, "She’s tough. She tries to hide it. She’s difficult. But if you make an effort, she’s worth it. She’s worth the effort." I want a man or a guy who would say these about me. I want a guy who would me make me feel that I’m worth the effort. Not just for the sake of making me feel that way, but because that’s exactly what he feels about me, that I’m worth it. I’m difficult, extremely difficult. As what somebody told me, I look like a Persian cat. Well, I may be like a cat. Mailap sa una. (ayan, ayan, I’m all-blab nanaman)

‘Pag may nagreact dito na imposible ‘yun, well, you’re wrong. There was one guy who felt that way about me; at least I think he did. Kaya lang, things happened, he had to go away, I didn’t try harder in reciprocating his feelings for me. Basta maraming factors, which I don’t know I should regret. Pero ‘yun na ‘yun. And just when I thought I have a chance to feel that way again, I just ended up disappointed. Hindi naman ako nag-expect much from him, since we barely know each other. Plus, he isn’t really pining for me, ano lang…ewan. Pero basta hirap i-explain…Maybe what hurts is, I opened up the door for him, that maybe if I give this guy a chance, I could, I would errr…I don’t know. And that’s what hurts me, that he can’t be that guy. Gets? I didn’t want it to be just anyone; I wanted it to be him. But I guess he could never be that guy. Maybe he will be, but not for me. Kasi I believe that if a guy really, really likes someone, he’d do anything to keep her…if he thinks she’s all worth it. So there, maybe for him, I’m not worthy of his efforts, so I guess that’s the answer…So moving along…

So ayun, siguro there are guys out there nga na willing to be THE guy, but I’m just not willing to let them be the guy.

I’m not saying na gusto ko s’ya, pero I thought that there was a chance if we could get to know each other better, hang out or whatever people do these days…there’s a chance. Kung wala, at least be friends. Pero, ayun, parang wala, parang I’m not even worthy of para-sa-kaibigan time. I don’t usually care if people feel this way about me, but this time, I do. And it sucks.

Oh well, I wish him well.

sonic bomb...KABOOM!

2007-09-01T04:31:00.000-07:00

sonicbomb nga ba yun, or is it sonicboom? okay, okay, whatever. I'm not much of a rakista anyway. Well, my brother is, but not me. My brother's the one who supplies me with rock songs, na maiintindihan ko pa yung lyrics. Ayaw na ayaw ko 'yung mga super duper sigaw or may sariling lenggwaheng rock music e. Para kasing noise na lang. Well, as I'm typing THESE letters, I'm listening to "It Ends Tonight" by the All American rejects which I got from my brother.

Okay, enough of the blab, let's go to the event I went to last night. I dunno, but I wasn't really in the mood of appreciating anything last night. Maybe the bands were okay naman, na sa akin 'yung sablay. Haha! If you're on friendster list, kita mo naman, nakared na pullover sweater ang lola n'yo. 'Di man lang nag-effort mag ala rakista eye make up. Which according to my good friend (well, s'ya lang yung kilala ko kagabi dun e. haha), Idang, soooo not like me. Well, I wasn't in the mood of dressing up din, I guess. Well, odd pero ewan. Super late ako (what's new?) 'yung nadatnan ko na band, parang nahulog sa balon tapos nagsusumigaw ng tulong. haha! Tapos, meron din yung femme vocalist, HIGH! isama mo pa 'yung guy host. Wala lang, I'm not a fan of chemical fun, I guess. Not my cup of tea, ganun. Tapos meron pa 'yung ala-tunog tao 'yung ginawa n'ya, which was good naman, superbly okay nga e. Naaliw lang ako kasi ung pants nya parang doble ng pants ko, katumbas n'ya dalawang tao! Ang laki promise. Sorry kung ganun magreact...Madami kasing sakit pag ganun kataba. hehe!

Erk, actually, wala akong masyadong mashare dun sa event kasi 'yung utak ko nasa Uranus. Basta late ako dumating, nauna din ako umalis. Haha! San ka pa?! (2 yrs. back, sabi nina Bam, english nyan, "where u at?" haha! pero syempre ekek lang yun) Manang Ylla in the making na ako. Shiznits.

I appreciate rock music naman e. Staind, Incubus, and the above-mentioned are rock bands naman di ba? I think. haha! Basta di ko lang keri ung mega sigaw, mega hi-hello tonsils pero wala akong magets. haha! oh, sorry, sorry, redundant na ako.

It's almost 4am, my mind is tired, my body's exhausted, pero I'm still wide awake. as in. Well, as I said earlier, I was listening to "It Ends Tonight" kanina...but no, As oppose to what the songs suggests, I don't want it to end tonight. Mega super estupida ko kasi, OA. Oh well, things have been said and done na, whatever might come out of what happened, tanggapin na lang...Kakainis. Maybe sad days are really coming...Oh well, "Hey there froggy*! Bring on the sadness na, I'm ready. Just make it fast lang. Ayoko ng killing me softly ang drama...I have a life to live, you know." Oh c'mon, virtual whatever, dapat virtual sadness lang. But this doesn't feel virtual to me. Haha! (Imaginary as what Antots calls it...so let's rephrase: imaginary whatever lang, dapat imaginary sadness lang. pero this doesn't feel imaginary to me.)

Haha! Whatever is out there must be joking. Just when I said I'm taking a break from waiting, aba'y waiting in vain all along pa rin ang scenario ko. Hahahaha! This not the silly, nakakatuwa, nakakaaliw funny ha? This one's the ridiculously stupid funny. Pathetic! haha!

To the people I was with last night, I'm so, soooo, sooooo sorry. You guys were great (It's not you, it's me ang eksena dito. hihi), medyo topak lang. In fairness naman 'dun sa set up ni Idang na wala man lang warning na may palang eksena, cute naman s'ya. He studies in CEU din, taking up BS Medical Technology...pero parang hindi s'ya mukhang familiar...eh sa dinami-dami ng kilala ko sa BSMT, bakit ganun? Tapos ako nakikita nila, sila di ko nakikita? haha! Anyway, Idang, bawi next time. Basta pag may ganung ekek, i-orient mo ko beforehand ha!

And again, another gimmick na mabibilang sa daliri kung ilang salita lang nasabi ko. Teehee.

Wooot! It's the first day of September. So it's official, beggining of -ber months is here! Christmas is drawing near! Yey! That's one good thing to look forward to, right? Hai, time flies sooooo fast. Birthday ko lang kahapon, September na ngayon! Haha! hyperbole. hahaha! Exagge!!! Today's my aunt's birthday, btw. And on Sunday, there will be a family thing to celebrate my mom's birthday, which was yesterday, and Tita V's. Yey! I get too see and play with Pia and Yanna again! I so love kids, super

P.S.
Re posting pictures here, will think about it pa. Kasi nawala sa drive ko ung script na di pwede mag right click e.

Sino nakakaalam nung "You" by Athena Cage ata 'yun? Taas ang isang strand ng kilay! hehe. joke!

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*the frog in my dream symbolizes sadness daw kasi. Which I refuse to believe pa rin kasi ung dream na isa pa na feeling ko connected dun e bata na.

tagpi-tagpi, let's connect!

2007-08-31T23:03:00.000-07:00

okay, here are my tagpi-tagpi thoughts...bear with me na lang. you know, bear, the oso! haha kiddin!

let's start with the...

TAWIWIW...

Okay, got this idea from the "will you be my spongebob" proposal i read from girltalk...Wouldn't it be sooooo mega sweet to be proposed nang, " Will you be my tawiwiw?" Haha! *giggles* Oh well, pangyakap ang tawiwiw, so, parang, kung pwede na sya lang pwede yumakap sa'yo? haha ganun ba gusto kong sabihin? ah basta. it's superbly sweet!
so that's it, nalost ako ulit...

WEIRD DREAMS

Few days ago, can't remember when, basta this week lang din, I dreamt of a frog...Ikwento ko ng maayos, chronologically...ayon sa naaalala ko

sa isang puting kwarto, may mga tao, may sinasandalan akong tao, at nakahulata kaming lahat sa matress sa sahig. tapos may dumating na palaka sumandal dun sa nakahulata sa tapat ko, which made the palaka na katapat ko na. Tapos may nagtext sakin, (dun sa n73) may sinabing pangalan, tas inannounce ko 'yung pangalan, parang, "Asan daw si *frog's name here*?", tas parang anticipated ko na 'yung frog 'yung magrereact. Tapos 'yung frog nga sabi n'ya s'ya 'yun, tapos I forgot na what happened, kinulit n'ya ko na gusto nya ko lapitan. E super ewwness para sakin mga frogs, hinahampas ko s'ya ng unan to keep him from hopping towards me. Nung nabull's eye ko si froggy, saktong tumalon na s'ya sakin! Tapos pasigaw ako nun, ung sigaw ko, gising na ko, yakap ung unan kong mahaba. hehe!

Ito naman 'yung panaginip ko ngayon...ayon sa naaalala ko lang, ulit

Sumakay ako ng FX, ako lang ung nakasakay all through out nung byahe, tapos may katext ako, na imeemeet ko sa lugar na mukhang PHILCOA (i think...), na puti ung paligid, again. then ang nadatnan ko dun e batang pulubi. E ayaw na ayaw ko ung direct contact sa pulubi...as in skin to skin o kahit garments. (eehh..sorry, pero ganun e.) Tapos kinukulit n'ya ako, to keep him away, hinahampas ko raw sya ng unan (direk, san galing 'yung unan?!) Tapos paatras lang kami ng paatras habang hinahampas ko s'ya. Ganunan lang tas nasa kalye na kami, hanggang next thing I know, nasa ibang lugar na ako, tapos wala na akong wallet. Naisip ko na binigay ko yata 'dun sa bata para tigilan n'ya ako.

So, feeling ko connected sila..Kasi, ung puting walls, text/cellphone, may mangungulit na nilalang na ayaw ko dikitan ako, unan as panghampas. Di ba? so ayun...naobsess daw ba sa panaginip? Haha! Oh well, feeling ko these dreams are trying to tell me something e...ano kaya 'yun? Wutcha guys think?

Deception

"The truth hurts...so we lie."

Screw that! Being told with the truch sure does hurt. But what hurts more is that when the people you care about lie to you, and you just pretend to believe it para tapos na usapan. Hello!? Di ba nga, we can;t lie to people who care about us. Because when you care about a person, you'll know when the person's lying, di ba? So why won't we just quit lying and tell the freakin' truth?! At least you'd get hurt, get over it and move on. Okay na. Pero being lied to is a whole different story. sasama loob mo ng matagal, walang katapusan, hanggang sa mapuno ka na lang and it's over. Cause you see, it's the thing that destroys all sorts of relationships, be it friendship, romantic relationship, lahat na. basta ako, i'd rather be disappointed and hurt with the truth than be fucked up with a lie.

when BOREDOM strikes!

2007-08-31T12:12:00.000-07:00

Pag walang pera--

when I'm bored, which is an everyday thing for me already, I browse through the stack of DVD's and look for something I haven't seen, or something I want to watch even if I've seen it na. I also forward mass messages to my friends. Woot! Super thanks to Globe Unlitxt ha! At pag may katext, edi mega reply sa katext. Okay din ang maghanap ng katelebabad sa landline. "yung mag-uusok na yung tenga nyo, wala nang mapagusapan, mega-kalkal ng kung anu-anong bagay para lang may mapagusapan pa! O kaya naman, tumanga sa harap ng PC, magsasasagot ng surveys sa Friendster bulletin board, magpopopost ng kung anu-ano sa girltalk, mangealam ng blog/friendster profile ng iba, at kung anu- ano pa. Pwede ring sabay-sabay yang lahat nang 'yan. Haha! At pag super hopeless na, makipagtitigan kay kaibigang kisame habang nakahulata sa kama na lang. Super fun, di ba?

Pag may pera--

ito ang masaya, may pera. Haha! Syempre, shopping is on top of my list!! Next would be panggugulo ng mga friends at yayain sila gumimick. O kaya naman manood ng movie, lumamon, magkape habang nagchichikahan, at kung anu-ano pa.

Actually, madaming pwedeng gawin ang taong bored pag may anda. Pero...mas masarap ikwento ung mga bagay na nagagawa pag wala. Di ba? Hehe!

E Ikaw? What do you do when you're bored?

errr...

2007-08-31T00:43:00.000-07:00

I get soooo pissed when someone doesn't stick to his/her word. I mean, man! Kung wala kang balak tuparin, wag ka na magsalita, di ba? Gawin mo na lang! Wala lang. Kaka-disappoint...he nako, bahala na. inis ako! Mabilis ako mainis, mabilis mawala. Pero pag 'yun naipon, good luck na lang.

Oh well, it's my mom's birthday. I wasn't able to get her anything, hopefully later when she goes to work...

Ugh. wala, wala, wala ako sa mood. Nek taym na itech. Baboosh mga badoosh!

P.S.
Tataka kayo biglang nabuhay blog ko 'no? Ngayon ko lang naisipan, e since mga July pa kong bumnation...Haha! Multiply kasi hi-hello agad sa contacts mo ung blog e. Sooo...dito na uli. Grrrr...inis pa rin. Tutulog ko na lang 'to, o inonood ng Grey's Anatomy, na halos memorize ko na mga linya nila...kailan kaya kami uli bibili bagong sets of kapiratahan? haha! sooo yun, totoo na 'to. toodles mga badoosh!

dose of sanity

2007-08-30T19:58:00.000-07:00

Most of my friends are aware of how dysfunctional my family is. And as we all know, we don't get to choose our family. Whether we like it or not, they are our family. Well, at least, we get to choose our friends, right? And I'm glad I have few great friends. Oh well, as most of you know, I really didn't like the idea of going to CEU, but these people made my stay there worthwhile. These = Kat, Rochelle, Valerie, Lianne, Che among all others (sorry sa mga di nabanggit, pero sila naman kasi talaga ung on top of my list), pero sige sama natin si Pareng Ogie. In times of desperations, frustrations, depressions, heartbreaks, lahat na, sila ung madalas na andun to keep me sane...Without them, I could've gone crazy na, and had ended up in a mental asylum noon pa. Kung baga, sila ung "happy pills" ko. Narecall ko tuloy ung sinabi ni Meredith Grey about getting high during hotshot surgeries, bakit daw meron pang nagddrugs? Well, for me, having a great time, great laughter with my friends - they're enough to make me high na! Lalo na kung may alcohol on the side. haha! kiddin! Basta I'm soooo lucky to have such great people at my side. Though syempre normal lang na may times na they get too busy with their lives and i have to face everything on my own.

Moving along...syempre, I also have my ate Bajah and her beloved papu, Reggie, Papa Porky, Bongky, and the rest of the gang for more mature POV's. Syempre iba pa rin ung manggagaling sa may mas experience nang mga tao. Love 'em..super! I also have these few friends from my high school, though we rarely get in touch na. Well, nakakatext ko na lang e si Allen and Alejandre, and recently si Joecel. Looking back, Marami-rami akong friends sa dati kong school, pero ilan-ilan lang ung nag-stick hanggang ngayon...And hindi ako masyadong makapaniwala na Allen, though she's my best friend, would be one of them. Kasi nga di ba nagkaron kami ng medyo great distances nung nagkahiwalay kami ng section, nagkahiwalay ng barkada's, nagkararon ng issues between us. And I'm glad that after all that, we're still here, being best friends. 8 years and counting...yeehaaa!! *Love you so much best friend!*

And of course, pwede ba namang di mabanggit ang Katipunan hunks? Bam, Pao, Jay, Steve, DJ, lahat sila? Esp. Bam na naging super close ko this year. He's the greatest guy friend I ever have! Promise. He's the best! He's my tequila, mai tai, kurant7, soju, vodka ice, bacon asparagus buddy! Sa inuman, movie, sa gimmick, sa katahimikan, simangot times, kasama sila. At syempre, si Mareng Tina na nameet ko the night before my birthday..We've gone pretty close simula nung party ni Jam and Ivan nung 07-07-07.

ANd how can I forget to mention my SSB family, esp Sally...solid kami ng mare kong 'to! kahit kaming dalawa lang, go lang! mapa-UP man, shangrila plaza o kahit saan! Basta motto namin, "Don't settle for anything less....payless." haha! kuno. joke lang yung payless. hihi. go, go, go! matirang matibay samin!

Oooops...may isa pa akong best friend, ung inagawa ko sa dati kong crush! My big buddha best friend, Oliver James!! Parang si Mama Kat, sermon ang madalas nakukuha ko dito. Ouch, pero totoo...Sobrang huggable ito! Kung shoulder to lean on din, s'ya na yun! Malambot-lambot na shoulder ang masasandalan mo! yikeee! Miss this guy. The last time I saw him was during my party pa. *OJ: Sorry about Peter. Nakainom ata s'ya nun, masyadong derecho...so derecho din ng onti ung sagot ko. pero at least, di ba? see you soon! sana!*

At syempre, and DYOSA NG KARAGATAN, Antots! my movie-coffee-dinner buddy! Alam mo 'yun, kumustahan lang tas biglang, "Tara! movie tayo!" haha! at natatiming na may boy drama ako, at syempre ang lola, the best sa boy drama's!

Hindi naman ako masyadong nagmayabang about my friends? Well, mababaw lang kaligayan ko e. Masaya ako pag naaalala nila ako...hehe! Nung nagtext nga isa sakanila, na sobrang timing, naiyak ako. Parang kabit-kabit na super mga intestines namin kaya kahit 'di ka magsabi, gets ka nila. Waaah basta, I;m sooooooo glad of having them...as the title says, they're my doses of sanity. Without them, I would've lost my mind na. Being such a weakling that I am. Awww...:) Thanks GUYS! Thanks for accepting me as such a pain in the ass, the brattinela that I am. hehe!

i had a son...

2007-08-30T13:21:00.000-07:00

oh yeah, you heard (errr...read? haha) that right. I had a son, when I was in high school. Kaya lang they (oooh...THEY...haha!) took him away from me. Boohoo. He was such an angel pa naman, and I was such a great mom to him. Promise. Gwapo-gwapo pa my litol (teehee) boy...Uy proud momma. Pero seriously, gwapo talaga sya. Hispanic-mestizo kind of gwapo. Well, ako nanay eh.

Nyahaha! People from high school must be very very puzzled by now. Because they never seen me pregnant. Alangang nabuntis ako over summer break tapos nanganak na agad. haha!! Malala pa sa immaculate conception 'yun..nabuntis and nanganak over the summer break which is less than two months lang. Haha! Okay, I'm not the boy's biological mother...But how I wish na ako na lang. Hahaha! I was only 15 years old then, my folks would've killed me if I got pregnant. haha! Pero dapat aampunin namin 'yun as my boy e. Kaya lang, 'yun nga, I was too young. Sad. Boohoo. As in sa birth certificate, ako na 'yung lalagay na mommy. O kaya 'yung mom ko tapos aadopt ko na lang when i grow older. Kasi I was his mom na kaya noon. The baby slept in my room, I'm the one who fed him (errr..bottle po, malamang. hello?), We watched the TV together, etcetera. Pag nagalburoto s'ya ng late night, puyat ako no...kahit may pasok. Hehe! Ako 'yung alam nyang mommy nya. hehe. Kahit kasama namin sa bahay 'yung real mom (anak ng kasama namin sa bahay ung biological mother) Kaya lang as usual, kumontra sina tito and tita...eh the baby's folks can't afford to raise/support him kaya they have to give him away (adoption...), so they had hid adopted by a priest's sister. Waaaah...super duper mega cry ako nun ha! Almost a year akong nanay to that boy. awww. Ayun, I think of him from time to time...miss ko na. as in. Huling balita namin dun was before we left Cavite, nasa States na daw baby boy ko...*sob*

Wala lang...4 or 5 years old na dapat s'ya ngayon...nag-school na. What does he look like na kaya? Will I see him pa kaya? OA e no. akala mo nanay nya ko talaga. pero I loved that little kiddo as my own. well, inde nga loved kasi...til now nga! hehe.

I used to hum him this to sleep...minsan may 'onting lyrics, pero chorus lang. teehee

You Are My Sunshine

You Are My Sunshine
My only sunshine.
You make me happy
When skies are grey.
You'll never know, dear,
How much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away

The other nite, dear,
As I lay sleeping
I dreamed I held you in my arms.
When I awoke, dear,
I was mistaken
And I hung my head and cried.

You are my sunshine,
My only sunshine.
You make me happy
When skies are grey.
You'll never know, dear,
How much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away.

I'll always love you
And make you happy
If you will only say the same
But if you leave me
To love
regret it all some day;

You are my sunshine,
My only sunshine.
You make me happy
When skies are grey.
You'll never know, dear,
How much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away.

You told me once, dear
You really loved me
And no one else could come between
But now you've left
And love
You have shattered all my dreams;

You are my sunshine,
My only sunshine.
You make me happy
When skies are grey.
You'll never know, dear,
How much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away.
Louisiana my Louisiana
the place where I was borne.
White fields of cotton
-- green fields clover,
best fishingand long tall corn;

You are my sunshine,
My only sunshine.
You make me happy
When skies are grey.
You'll never know, dear,
How much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away.
Crawfish gumbo and jambalaya
the biggest shrimp and sugar cane,
the finest oystersand sweet strawberries
from Toledo Bend to New Orleans;

You are my sunshine,
My only sunshine.
You make me happy
When skies are grey.
You'll never know, dear,
How much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away.

I am such a sinner!

2007-08-29T17:02:00.000-07:00

As we, children of God know the seven deadly sins are:

1.1 Lust (Latin, luxuria)
1.2 Gluttony (Latin, gula)
1.3 Greed (Latin, avaritia)
1.4 Sloth (Latin, acedia)
1.5 Wrath (Latin, ira)
1.6 Envy (Latin, invidia)
1.7 Pride (Latin, superbia)

And my favorite sin from them is Gluttony. I sooo love to eat, I have such a huge appetite! I'm such a lamonera, totally. While sloth comes a close second placer. Well, all my friends know how lazy I am, and how I hate it that I am. But ooooh gawd, it's sooo hard to beat it, laziness. Ganda ng combination di ba? matakaw tapos tamad. okay, okay, imagine...*moment of silence* tada! haha!

I am sooo such a bad person! How can be anyone (well, as you can see...me.) be proud of these sinful indulgences? eeeek! I munch and munch even if I'm not actually hungry, I grab chocolates even I already had too much of it. (oooh how I love chocolates!) I eat ice cream whether the weather is sizzling hot or cozy cold...I can consume a half gallon of it in one sitting!! I eat two servings of green salad or whatever salad all to myself, and I'm still not satisfied...and the blabbing of the way and the amount I eat goes on...and on...

Okay, so there were times when my not-so-close classmates suspected me of being into chemical stuff. hello!? it doesn't mean that they get fat, i should to. eh sa i don't e...payat na ko talaga. maybe until i get older and my metabolism slows down...oh well, at least my belly bulges when i eat. un lang tumataba saken e. TYAN, omigash! haha! sagwa!!!

The reason why I begged my mom to enroll me at planet infinity, which by the way, hindi ko na napupuntahan since april ata! pero tuloy ang ligaya sa pagcharge kay mommy. hehe. so dun papasok ang katamaran!

**oops. the conversation i'm having with my friend is getting a little more serious by the second...i've to pay attention to this one muna. u know the sanctity of marriage, blah-blah. alam n'yo naman ako, feeling righteous pagdating sa gantong bagay. ngeks. toodles mga badoosh!**

Todd and his Tawiwiw

2007-08-29T16:23:00.000-07:00

I have a friend whose name is Todd, and he has a tawiwiw. Now, What is a tawiwiw? Okay, According to Todd, it's a hotdog-ish pillow, (can you picture what I'm saying here? I'm not really good in describing as well as visualizing things e) you know, the huggable but not-so-huggable-because-it's-medyo-payat kind of pillow. actually, the way you pronounce its name is a lot cuter than what a tawiwiw actually looks like, IMO. haha! That when I learned about this word, errr..term, I enjoyed saying it all over again, even when I was eating my beloved chocolates..

And can you imagine someone, esp a guy who's like 20-ish and (as told by Reggie, our common friend) quite tall, holding a tawiwiw? haha! i kinda laughed at the thought of it. well, i didn't laugh because it's silly kind of funny, but a nakakatuwa kind of funny...the cute kind of funny. aliw!

errr...Aliw?!? He Zzzzzz'd me!!! Am I supposed to be aliw with him?!?!? <-- NOT! well, I am not mad at him because of that, inis lang... But still, aliw na aliw ako up to this moment sa "tawiwiw". soooo cute!! haha!

**I'm having a hard time putting all my thoughts in here the way i want to, because I am talking to a former classmate as I am typing this. I should've written/typed this entry last night e..inis. Screw my katamaran, sooo hate it.**

kakaiba from my gimmicks before. haha!

2006-11-04T22:25:00.000-08:00

starbucks muna before the happening itself. ha-ha! nauna ang kape bago ang alkohol! okaaaay...egan (uhmm..hindi po ito kuya ni joanne ha? MU kami nun..ayaw ko sakanya at malamang ayaw niya din sakin..sana. haha), my girlfriend tiu and bossing dared me to get a waiter's number in bazzo..geeez!! that was the first time i ever asked for a guy's number ng ganun!! he-he. pero it was easy for me naman kasi di ko naman siya type e. pero inis, si timang nagfeeling! anyways, so there...ano pa ba?...

ang cast kagabi..

si erica - bagong recruit! she's the youngest last night. menor de edad. haha! she seems quiet and super sweet. hope to have more chance to spend time with her.

si kaku - siya ang star of the night..laging ginigisa! haha! chef ituuu

si daddy egan - ang bangooo niya! nakakahiya tuloy kami haha!

idang - soo sweet and fun to be with. as in! no wonder rochelle loves her that much. buti na lang friends na din kami. hihi.

bossing - naglalakad na tambucho. haha joke bossing! ang ingaaaay niya! boy abunda yan...hilig sa chismax hehehehehehe joke ulit pero half meant! haha

and syempre, my gf, chel - ang kuleeeeet sumayaw. haha! basta makulit siya, and bet she's sooo happy pa lalo kasi andun daddy niya na super miss niya na. hihi. inde siya nagpakita ng skills sa tong its kagabi, busy kay bossing? haha! ahlabshu super gf!

at si idaaaaang!! kami na, nov. 4 kami, huh? dami ko naman 'karelasyon' - si rochelle, si val, si idang...uhmmm..3 lang pala. ha-ha! *promise, buburn kita ng hed kandi ;) tas inform kita lagi pag may mga event na ganun*

hmmm...okay dun sa bazzo...tequila's only 65.00!! as in huwaw! kaso ung tequila sunrise lasa and amoy 5-6. hihi. onti ang tao, and may couchie-couch. ung slammer..hindi makalat! unlike sa kroc, sumasabog talaga! and tastes better, imo.

*yawn* sleepy. wasn't able to sleep at chel's place...nakapants pa ako, nahiya ako magshorts, ikli e. haha! tsaka may katext pa ako =P (inde to si "B" ha? nagtext lang siya tas wala na, umaga na ulit nagtext. atsaka im totally over him na, august pa!) babae po ung katext ko e. haha! wala na, tibo na ako e. haha kiddin!

hmmm...my mom said na wala na daw akong night life..sana naman wag naman totally wala, as in nada! bawasan lang..baka di ko kayanin un..hihi. hmmm...my mom seems to be in an okay mood today, good thing. hirap kasi nun ispellingin e...

usapang crush naman..well, obviously, wala akong magawa sa buhay ko. haha! let's start off with...pinning (not his real name, of course. i met him kasi at a grad pinning) - ala, crush ko siya, nothing more, nothing less..same goes with pinkie. pinagkaiba lang..si pinkie crush ko lang siya pag nakikita ko siya. haha! pag di na, edi hindi. i don't even think of him. haha! ay si genegerald pa pala no..stig kumanta! pero crush ko lang siya nung kumanta siya, pero in fairness he's cute and sweet, huh. ;) ang cute niya pag nahihiya siya. ha-ha!

hmmm...si oz? di ko siya crush..tamang katext lang. (courtesy of idang)

as usual..someone asked me the most frequent question people would ask me. bakit wala pa akong nagiging boyfriend. bakit nga ba? kasi...hmmm..di pa time e. wala pa e. ganun talaga. it's not that I'm pihikan (sige kwentuhan ko kayo ng lahat ng guys na nagustuhan ko..kung masabi niyo pang pihikan ako. haha), it;s just that...hmmm...ung gusto ko, ayaw sakin e and vise versa..minsan naman mutual na pala, kaso none of us would make a move (aba babae ako..papel niya un ahaha) or magulo siya kaya i've decided to move on na lang..basta madalas nalalaman ko na "ui sayang" kaso umayaw na ako. kaya ganun..maybe they weren't meant to be lang talaga :) ayos lang yun, i'm only 19, and i've a loooong way to go pa. pag may dumating edi dumating, pero sana bilisan niya ng onti no? haha kiddin! ang nakakainis lang, pag sinasabi kong i've never been into a relationship, parang ayaw ako paniwalaan! kainis. haha. ano ako sinungaling?!?? haha jokenesssss!! wag na tayo mag-isip, basta whatever happens, happens.

aaat kelan naman kaya uuwi si ate fei?!? reyna ng laboy un e! medyo freezed ang night life ng mean girls kasi wala siya. hihi. pa-foodtrip-foodtrip na lang muna kami..hihi.

o siya, siya. wala naman kasing kasense-sense pinagsasabi ko dito...isesedate ko muna mga pinsan ko no, para makatulog naman ako. haha! ciao ciao ciao

at gutom nanaman kasi ako..haha!

toodles! ~~~~~zoom!

bloggity-blog-blog

2006-08-16T08:15:00.000-07:00

haaaaii..why is it that everyone seems to be taken, yet, I'M STILL SINGLE??? erk. why is it that i always like the WRONG GUY. double eeek. oohh...one of the reasons why I never had a boyfriend. haha! yikeee. and why is it that when somebody asks me if i have a boyfriend, and i tell 'em i don't have one and i never had one ever, they won't believe me naman?!? kainis, ang daming tanong no? (more to come...hahaha!) okay, enough of whining about my singlehood (and being single since i was born haha)
as I'm typing this entry, i reread a thread in GT about this gtalker's guy's status on friendster. according to my fellow gtalker, his bf...errr..okay, i'll just make the story short. his bf's status nga, single sa friendster, and his bf seems to be hiding her from the world, lam mo na, he rejects all of her testimonials for him, he doesn't have any picture with his girl on friendster, and some of his friends don't even know that he already has a gf. like there's one incidence, as told by the gtalker that his bf has a friend who messaged her in friendster saying something like they look good together, blah-blah. and the thing is, that friend has a history with her bf. and when she confronted her guy, hindi daw dapat un big deal. ngeeeek?? isn't he supposed to be proud of his girlfriend?? di baaaa??? foine, foine, he can choose not to change his profile from "single" to "in a relationship", di big deal un. eh how bout the "case of the rejected testimonials"?? haha! hmmm...something's fishy no? haha! ba't ako over maka-react? as what my reply in that thread said, "hmmm..reminds me of a guy i dated a month ago..he has already a gf pala, nangangarir pa ng iba (me). pano naman kasi *bleep*, tapos single ang status niya sa friendster kaya di ko akalain. wala lang, naisip ko lang." (bleep: edited) hai, bottomline is: bakit kasi di makuntento sa isa?????? hmmm..reminds me of another incident...
i have this guy friend who courted my friend(1) kaso basted siya (hee-hee) so he courted another friend(2) of mine, kasi obvious na type siya nun. di baaaa ang laboooo?? super like ni si friend 1 pero he settled for friend 2 just bec alam niyang dun e may pag-asa siya? ang daming guys na ganun, kahit iba ung totoong gusto nila, dun sila sa kahit papano medyo gusto nila basta gusto din sila, just for the sake of having a girlfriend?!? haaaii...kaya ayun, kahit gf niya na un, kinukulit niya pa rin from time to time si friend 1. hai, hai, hai. ang laboooo super, di ba??? kaya siguro ang daming guys na di kuntento sa isa, kasi di naman nila talaga gusto ung gf nila, no? ung tipong, nagustuhan na lang, in the process..hwekhwek. ewan ko kung may sense pa ung sinasabi ko (kahit konti...haha) pero basta. haha!
wushooo Ylla, bitter ka lang!!
okay, enough of those, kwentong lunchbreak naman tayo. haha!
divine!! as promised, here it is..haha!
di ba ulan ng ulan kanina? so we decided to have lunch in Chowking, lam mo na, magpaka-bochog sa noodles (noodols!! wahihi. musta na groupmates ko diyan??). then in midst of satisfying our craving for noodols, err...noodles, 2 (errr...should i mention their school pa ba? wag na =P) girls came in with their chins up. as in akala mo 6-footer silang 2 at ang liliit ng tao (naiimaging niyo ba?) e, mga around 5'0-5'1 lang naman sila pareho. okay, tuloy ang kwento...tapos may mga gestures pa sila na ang weird before sila pumili ng seat, so i asked my friend, Divine, kung "sped" ba ung mga un, kaso si Divine, deadma, kasi busy sa noodols, errr..noodles, rather. so un, edi kain, after a while, dinampot (whatta term haa-haa!) niya ung plate na may tirang food (oh yes she did, at di pa diyan nagtatapos ha! lauriat ata ung nasa plate) nilipat niya sa emptied plate ung errr..pancit? then ate the rest! as in oo, kinain niya ung tira! pati ung friend niya, nakikain rin. haha! so akala ko nun, special nga talaga ata sila. (pero, what are they doing in chowking? ung mga special na naaalala ko noon, may mga baon sila tapos kumakain sa study areas e...kaya uber nalito na talaga ako. haha) pero after a while, may mga dumating pa silang kasama na di naman mukhang special, at take note, pinagmalaki pa niya na nakatipid siya dahil dun sa tirang food na un!!! wapaks! hahahahaha! after niya ubusin ung tira-tirahan, nag-order pa rin naman siya. ngorks. nakapostura pa't lahat-lahat, akala mo reyna rumampa ta's ganun? shoooccckkkiinnggggg!! ayos lang kung kakilala niya me-ari nun e, kaso dein e. dumating sila dun sa table na un, wala na ung mga nauna dun e. nyooooorks. haha labo di ba? wala lang, nilagay ko dito, kasi, uber naweirduhan ako hehe. (keber ba, blog ko to di ba? waheks)
kwentong duty naman tayo ;)
grrr...i almost raised hell when a girl from another school told me na mali ung ginagawa ko, when i was getting the respiratory rate of a patient, as in, she said this, yelling, "mali yan, PR yan e! (ako deadma) mali nga yan, PR nga yan, ba't mo hawak diyan??" i kept my cool and just said, "ito turo samin e." haaaii, super muntik ko nang masabi, san mo ba na-acquire skills mo?? haha! pero buti nakapagpigil, ayoko ng gulo no. so para tapos na, ginawa ko na ung sinasabi niya, and dinaan namin sa parinig later on. haha! kasi ang turo samin, pati sa classmates ko who came from other schools din, kunwari magtetake ka ng PR, kasi dyahe naman titigan ang rise and fall ng chest di ba? so, may tendency na maconscious si pt. di ba di ba di ba. hmpf, kakainis talaga un. mali-mali sila sa pag-take ng BP, may narinig sila samin?? shunge-shunge sila magtake ng anik-anik na vital signs, nagreact kami? tungeks pa mag TSB, nagcomment kami?? kleng-kleng pa mag-ID/IM, sinaway namin? sooowsme. haha! at di lang yan, musta naman, sabi ni miss, ang sa info, info lang. and sa medical, medical lang. and sa surgical, surgical lang. musta naman ung mga na-assign sakanila sa med at surg, nakiki-info, musta naman, over-crowded kami sa info. so ayun, buti rin, paupo-upo nalang dun sa likod hee-hee! pero inis, agaw eksena talaga sila kahit sa med at surg, mga "sugapa"!! hmpf. so ayun, kanila na ung base hospital nila. meorn pa, meron pa! an aged man came in, having a cc of chest pain, so the nurse told me to get his BP, so i told the girl from that other school na, 190/110 nga, tas parang ayaw maniwala kasi ba't ang taas daw. hello??? di mo ba narinig sabi ni nurse?? ikaw pa nga nagsulat diyan oh, chest pain. tee-hee. tapos ung preceptor nila, doctor pa man din, ganto magsalita sa pt, "oh ba't ka pupunta diyan? dun ka o, dun ka pumasok, sa kaliwa, ba't ka ba susuot diyan??" oh my, oh my. asan ang health ethics niya? wahehe. hai, nakakadismaya nursing practice dito saten no? *sigh*
hai ano ba yan, ung sungay ko nasa kisame na, ung buntot ko, umabot sa sala! haha!
hmmm..namiss ko mag-rant & rave, dito na lang :)
rave: yehey! daming shoooo-eeees!! can't wait to wear them all! sabay-sabay! haha joke lang!
rant: musta naman ang OB, ang dami nang na-achieve?!
rave: skinnies!!
rant: wala pa akong gray...:(
rant: lumuwag ung zara grrr
rave: dolman, dolman, dolman
rant/rave: balita ni mommy. yikes. erk. oh well :)
rave: loooong weekend!! whooopie!
rave: haba tulog koooooo ngayon, actually, kagigising-gising ko lang ;)
rant: baka di ako makatulog mamaya!!
rant: my besty hasn't texted me yet. hmpf.
rave: peace na kami ni friiieeenndddd!
wakekekekeks. it's already 7:42, dinner time naaa! yipeee! baboo mga bading! hihihihihihihi!

blabbing around, walang magawa.

2006-07-28T23:44:00.000-07:00

whoa! i can do the dishes and laundry na!!!! ive been washing my own dishes and "some" laundry since i moved out of my mom's "puder" it's quite challenging and yeah i get to miss the life i had when was still living with my family every now and then (specially during mornings when i'd have to take care of everything!!) but hey, it's fun. i get to do stuff i never thought i'd do as early as 19 y/o. hihi. actually, i was just 18 then when i moved out. i've learned a lot of things too!! conserve energy - be responsible enough to switch off everything before leaving my place. unlike in our house that i'd just leave everything behind, the computer, the lights, my bed all cluttered, everything! and i\d expect my room to be all neat and tidy when i get home. heehee. oh how i miss that lifestyle! but nevertheless, i'm having fun with the way im living my life right now. though quite hard, but hey, in nthe future, kailangan ko talaga to danasin, i started out earlier than expected lang. hihi. even my mom's shocked that i would survive this long (it's been more than a month already), she expected her daughter knocking the door in less than a week kasi. haha! but look, im still tring to make sense of what i did and trying to adjust with the lifestyle i chose to lead. i must admit that there are times that i'd just cry alone and wish that i never moved out, but when i get to think about it. hey, this is life, that i must face all the consequences of my decisions (or shall i say impulsiveness, eh?) would bring. im not a child anymore that i could run to my mom, my yaya, my tito/ta or lolo (rip) whenever i get into trouble. and that i should think before hopping in into something...errrr...that's the prob now, how can i handle being toooooo impulsive? pag may naisip akong gawin, i'll do it right there and then. (yeah, like moving out. naisipan ko lang mag move out tas in less than a week, voila! ala na ako sa bahay namin haha) a basta, im still lucky enough that i have my friends to make life more bearable when it gets a li'l tough. (little huh??? sows nu ba, little pa ba??) oh well, todo rollercoaster ride na nga e, just when u feel like u're way up there, in a split sec, u're way down na ulit. akala mo space shuttle lang e, lech! hahaha! basta, almost everything that has happened in my life recently came on too fast. tamang nagplaplano ka pa ng next week, tapos na pala siya ngayon palang, or ibukas naman natin. hehe. ouch di ba? as in, u even never saw it coming. ung tipong akala mo okay naman, or it'll be just fine, un pala the ff day, yikes. wala na.
ai nako, yan na nga muna, si katsiiee kat e nag-aaya ng lumarga. inis naman kasi taga-tagal kabit ng telepono!!!

we don't get mad, we get even!

2006-07-25T09:38:00.000-07:00

okaaay...so I've been a li'l busy these past few weeks, life was fun, being independent and all, til some a-holes messed up with our lives. our, kasi kami-kami nila nikki, kat, ekai and basta hahahaha!!

oh well, ba't ba may mga tao na akala siguro nila kahapon lang kami pinanganak?? magrarason na lang akala mo kausap niya 3 y/o...like duh?! a baaaasta...sabi ni kuya pau, humanap daw kami ng pangit...un na nga ginawa namin e, bat ganun pa din? ay sows... hahaha la lang...
anyway, so there. hmmmm...nu pa ba....ay ayun, nagpalit ako ng #...para walang magulo hehehe!!!

para masaya, kanta na lang tayo ^-^ ung pinaulit-ulit ni mama patsie

TORN - Natalie Imbruglia
I thought I saw a man brought to life
he was warm he came around like he was dignified
he showed me what t was to cry
Well you couldn't be that man I adored
you don't seem to know - or seem to care what your heart is for
I don't know him anymore
there's nothing where he used to lie
my conversation has run dry
that's what's goin' on
nothing's fine
I'm tornI'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
lying naked on the floor
illusion never changed
into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
you're a little late
I'm already torn
so I guess the fortune teller's right
I should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
but you `crawled beneath my veins and now I don't care, I have
no luck I don't miss it all that much
there's just so many things
that I can't touch
I'm torn
there's nothing where he used to lie
my inspiration has run dry
that's what's goin' on
nothing's right I'm torn...
[chorus]

letting go

2005-12-27T02:00:00.000-08:00

ang gandang year ender ng mga nangyayari...oh well, it's all good Ylla, it's all good =)

i'll post some pics of the recent happenings in my life, next time. di ko pa sila kaya makita eh. haha! oh well..share ko toh...

Let it go for 2006

By T. D. Jakes

There are people who can walk away from you.

And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk.

I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone.

When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.

The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19]

People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay.

Let them go!!

And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead.

You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in good-bye. It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithful, and I know whatever God means for me to have He'll give it to me. And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it. Stop begging people to stay.

Let them go!!

If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life, then you need to......

Let them go!!

If you are holding on to past hurts and pains......

Let them go!!

If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see your worth.....

Let them go!!

If someone has angered you........

Let them go!!

If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge......
Let them go!!

If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction......

Let them go!!

If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or talents

Let them go!!

If you! You have a bad attitude.......

Let them go!!

If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better......

Let them go!!

If you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new level in Him......

Let them go!!

If you are struggling with the healing of a broken relationship.......

Let them go!!

If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try to help themselves......

Let them go!!

If you're feeling depressed and stressed .........

Let them go!!

If there is a particular situation that you are so used to handling yourself and God is saying "take your hands off of it," then you need to......

Let them go!!

Let the past be the past. Forget the former things. GOD is doing a new thing for 2006!!!

Let them go!!

Get Right or Get Left... think about it, and then...

Let them go!!

"The Battle is the Lord's!"

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letting go.. it's always difficult but we have to take it one step at a time =)

and i hope that i could leave them all behind before the new year starts. sabi nga, start your year right =)

nga pala, got this from Friendster's bulletin board, posted by Steph. thanks Stephie! Just what i needed.
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hehe!

2005-06-11T00:51:00.000-07:00

darn it! what's wrong with gt?? waaah! got nothin to do so yeah, my abandoned blog will now have a new entry..LOL haha! *sa wakas!* anyway, just got home from Ayala, did some cosmetics, bags, shoes-scouting. yah know..haha! and got my self a mac blush, pinch o peach! weeeh! today's my lucky day, got the last piece of this shade! mind you, laging out-of-stock ang shade na toh! haha! plus, tried on bobbi brown's tinted moisturizer for me to compare it with nu skin's and i have settled to get the one from nu skin na. actually, im gonna go grab myself one tomorrow or on monday. haaaai...can't wait to get my hands on my dad's padala na...waaah! then after a little shopping (oh well, we were supposed to wondow shop lang..haha!) we ate at bon appetit. oh my, the service was bad! (pati na rin the pasta..hehe) *sabi na kasi una mas na lang eh!* LOL nwei, mac's MA, RB was so accomodating and kalog. Mas homey ang MA's sa Makati kesa sa Shangrila..I swear! La lang..share ko lang, ba't ba? hehe!

grrrr...stupid me...LOL

2005-02-26T23:07:00.000-08:00

**edited: nothing to see here. just about 2 varsity guys from ceu, who happen to be very good friends...yeah, really? *sarcastic laugh* i'm soooo not into ceu bball players. erk. haha

home alone

2004-12-27T15:48:00.000-08:00

how's that?? i woke up at around 11am, and no one, i repeat, NO ONE was home! huhu..they all left. my mom left for work and my brother, uhmm..dunno. .must have gone to hell eh? kiddin!

have nothin to do, so yeah, i spent all day in front of my pc..at least tonight, i have somethin' else to do. im hanging out with a friend (a girl friend)! oh yeah! where? hehe! anywhere our fins err i mean feet could take us! boy hunting eh? sorta! but not really. a friend sorta had her heart broken by someone, so she needs to have a break..good thing Ylla's around! LOL kiddin! oh well, that has been my role for quite a while na din, everyone's sounding board when it comes to heart talks..LOL and may i add, their clown!? err..haha! oh well, i'm lovin' it anyway. hehe! coz i love makin sad people laugh every now and then. at least i have the ability to make gloomy/depressed people smile or even laugh! oh di ba? hihi. talent ko un!

we were supposed to go to Cavite last Saturday, which was Christmas day, but my mom was a bit sick so we decided to go on a Sunday. But something came up, so *ugh* we ended up not going to Cavite, again!?

how i miss my friends in Cavite...=( specially Charlotte, my partner-in-crime. Hihi. I miss the good-old-days with them way back when I was in highschool, the ups and downs that we've been through together. *haha! drama bah?*

uhmm..gotta go now, alis na kame eh..teehee! post some pics of our gimmick tonight later, aight?

insomniac!

2004-12-27T02:50:00.000-08:00

oooh gosh..i can't sleep! haha! i need to break my bad sleeping habits before school starts! and that's barely a week from now..ooh no! since xmas break started, i would sleep at 2-3am in the morning! and no matter how early i try to go to bed, still, i can't sleep. so i would end up in front of the computer and answer surveys on friendster's bulletin board. how pathetic eh? awww..poor me..LOL

anyway, got nothin to do till my jaw breaks..hehe! so i think i'll just go on with my entry for dec 21-26.

dec 21 -- ano nga ba meron? tuesday di ba? oh! my uncle texted me and told me to go his clinic in Cubao at lunch time. so i did, late nga lang, quarter-to-2 na ako dumating duon. good thing, Tito Jun was late-r than i am..LOL. he arrived at around 3:30 ata. His patients were so inip na nga eh. Including MLQ. Kaya sila na inuna niya, kahit sila ung pinakahuli na dumating among all the patients there..special din kasi siguro..haha! Ang daya..hehe! Tas after nila, eh ung lady na super mainipin daw according to doctora joyce carpio (ate joyce! special mention ka pa d2 oh!). sabagay, tingin ko nga. While waiting for Tito to arrive, super telebabad xa sa phone (as in ung landline sa clinic!) tas nagbbrowse ng magazines and some literatures..hehe! tas ung iba, aion..di ko na sila ikkwento kasi wala namang akong makkwento tungkol sakanila.

Tapos..un na nga di ba dumating si tito. after few mins, may pumasok na 3 stooges este lalake. ung 2 pala dun eh pinsan nila mommy, ung isa PA ata..dunno..hehe! bastah si tito tony lang ung nakachika ko (oh di ba? tito tony..close kami! haha!) he told me that me and his apo looks alike, as in..hehe! swerte naman ng apo nia! btw, her name is alicia daw. nice name huh? xempre! and the other one, di ko kilala eh. kasi tulog nang tulog! (kamag-anak nga xa, mana kay papa, my lolo..ganun din kasi un eh..tulog nang tulog..haha. huhu..i miss papa naaah..) nwei, so un, after a few exchange of words, umalis na sila. pati si tito, but before they left, tito tony gave me something for christmas..hehe! he gave me a crunchy blue-colored paper..*grins* then i smiled and thank him..and at last! iwan na kami ni ate joyce sa clinic. may pasyente pa, pero at least kami na lang. hehe! wala kaming ginawa kundi kumain at magkwentuhan. xa naman mejo may onting butingting sa ngipin..hehe! tas nun, at exactly 7:00 bumaba na kami tas we headed to gateway mall. nag-ikot-ikot lang then puntah na sa SM, we did a lil shopping then umwi na din.

dec 22, wednesday

i stayed all day at home and spent the whole day in front of my pc. well, bago pa ba un? lagi naman eh! hehe! i was supposed to go to Cubao ulit, kaso tinamad na ako. as i was reading a thread in gt, na-engganyo ako mag-shopping! ng ano? bolero's! pero gabi nah, so i decided to head to G4 the next day...

dec 23, thursday

i was supposed to wake up early to go shopping and to avoid lots of shoppers, kaya lang as usual, tinanghali ako ng gising. kaya my shopping marathon started at 4 pm nah din. so un, i bought 2 bolero's, one in black, and the other one, cream. i'll post a picture of my bolero's maybe some other day..teehee! and i also bought some tops. i was also tempted to buy some pairs of pumps, mules and flip flops but i really have to save up for my diamond microdermabrasion. LOL.

dec. 24, friday

xmas eve! my mom asked me to do some errands for her. she asked me to buy some place mats and chocolates for tonight's celebration - noche buena. well, ok na din kasi naalala ko na i haven;t bought anything for my mom yet! so i texted ate sheena and asked her to go with me to the mall to buy some stuff. pumayag naman xa, so hinintay ko xa sa amin. then after namin mabili ung pinapabili ni mommy, nisip namin kung ano ireregalo ko, tas...aion, naisip ko na cake na lang.

but before headin home, dapat kain muna kami sa mr. kebab, kaso nung andun na kame, sarado pala! eeeeeeeeeeeeek! so un..pumunta na kami samin, buti na lang may isaw-an malapit samin, dun na lang namin tinuloy ung naunsyameng food trip namin..LOL after nun, puntah na kami red ribbon tas bumli kame ng black forest cake para sa mommy ko. tas umwi na kami. si ate sheena, nagstay muna hanggang sa nagsimba na din xa kasama namin. tas nun, nag-noche buena na din xa saamin. she went home siguro at around 3am na!

dec, 25, saturday

christmas day! uhmmm..teka, next time na lang ung entry ko para dito..hehe! mejo badtrip na enjoy ung araw na toh eh..bastah watched enteng sumtin with lorna, un ung inis na part. pero the nice part was, after watchin we went to baywalk! hehe!

xmas is over..

2004-12-26T15:26:00.000-08:00

finally! hehe! i made up my mind to have my own blogger (tama bah? hehe..nvm) la lang..para pag wala akong magawa..

for my first entry...

last, last friday, dec. 17, we went to antipolo to spend 4 wacky days of nature tripping and having fun. for some of us, para lang makawala sa bahay, i guess. we really had a lot of fun there, thanks to tita, fritz's mom na halos ayaw kami pagastosin, nakakahiya tuloy.

when we arrived, fritz brought us to a place over viewing the city. and after that, we went to a nearby 7-eleven to buy some drinks and junk food. we were supposed to spend the evening drinking and eating (oh yeah!) somewhere breezy and over-looking the city, but we decided to do it na lang at home (fritz's place). after a few shots, inantok na ako, pagod din kasi kami, bukod sa puyat dahil sa exams. so after we finished up with one bottle of or-gy lambanog, nagtulugan na din. btw, solo namin ung buong house kaya di sobrang okay talaga! hehe!

the next day, we went to angono, rizal para mag-bond, nagswimming kami sa scrapyard. ang saya nga eh!

we ate sa dahon ng saging w/o any utensils! in short, nagkamay kami! ang saya-saya talaga! kaso si Lorna namroblema kasi hinahanap na ni Ma'am Mirabona, our prof in NSTP-CWTS ung mga permits namin na binilin ni LOrna kay MIchelle. But unfortunately, she was not able to bring them to Ms. Mirabona in CEU because her father was hospitalized (aww..). so we comforted Lorna and told her to ask Ms. Mirabona if we could give her the permits some other time na lang, kahit dalin pa namin sakania sa ABS-CBN. So, un pumayag naman xa sa wkas.

so..tuloy ang ligaya! after that, we went to ynares center, dun sa peryahan. sumakay kami ng roller coaster! ang sakit sa katawan! haha! karag-karag kasi eh..hehe! joke! dami ko nga pasa after eh..LOL

pagkatapos nun, nag-aya ung mga boys na sumakay sa octopus.

grabeh! nakakatakot! akala ko di na ako makakababa ng buhay doon. as in todo panic kami ni dette! haha! halata bang di ako sanay sa peryahan? hehe! tapos nun, medyo hilo na ako, eh sumakay pa kami horror train, kaya un lalong sumama ung pakiramdam ko..haaai..wag nio na itanong nangyari..

siguro naman gets nio nah? hehehe..pangit ko jan..hehe!

pagkatapos nun, umuwi na rin kami..tumba na kaming lahat. abah si dette, buhay na buhay pa! hehe!

THE NEXT DAY...

we all wake up early to attend the simbang gabi. ang daming tao! first time ni Lorna and Hazel makapunta duon, so nag-wish sila (ganun pala un..ako nga din nxt tym..hehe) after the mass, we bought some kakanin, para samin and para kay tita. i bought bibingka for us and suman for tita. and sila, ewan ko, ung iba puto bungbong (ayaw ko nun..hehe! but i like the color though)

after that, natulog kami ulit. i woke up at 11am na! hehe! we had lunch at 2:30 pm na din..hehe!

nasayang ang buong maghapon namin sa bahay, pano naman kasi ang bagal magsikilos nila! ako mga 5pm tapos na ako, ready-to-go! sila lorna, 8pm na natapos kaya ginabi na ung gala namin.

dinala kami ni wislam sa beverly hills. dang! the view was ooooh-sooooo-wonderful! fantastic! (oa!) kita mo ung buong city! after a lil chit-chat they brought us to ynares ulit.

nag-aya silang mag ferris wheel. sabi ko pass ako. pero ayaw nila pumayag talagang kailangan daw lahat kami. so after nila magmakaawa at lumuhod pa nga si wislam (ang oa nila noh??) eh di pumayag na din ako, gumagawa na sila ng eksena eh. grabeh, sigaw ako ng sigaw, tas d whole time nakapikit lang ako. pagbaba namin, si Lorna naman ang nabiktima, ng lam nio na din..hehe!

pagkatapos..umwi na kami.

di kami natulog ni dette kasi naligo pa kami, siya naman wala talagang balak kasi magsisimba sila. at para di na xa asarin na ang hirap gisingin, naisip nia na xa naman ang manggigising ngayon. KASO, all of us were exhausted kaya nag-ayawan na. Aba, nabadtrip ang loka! nagwala, ang ingay kaya! kaya si fritz and lorna, walang nagawa kundi samahan xa magsima, while the rest of us slept na lang..hehe!

pagkagisng namin..

WALANG TUBIG! kaya..kina mulong na lang daw kami maligo at kumain..kaya umalis kami kina fritz ng nakapajama pa! pero nagtoothbrush kami huh!

bago kami dumrecho kina mulong, dinaan ulit kami sa beverly hills (reklamo na nga ang mga boys kasi para daw kaming mga marionettes, alang kapaguran..teehee) at dahil pagod na sila, kaming 4 na lang ang umakyat. nag-picture-picture, nagkulitan, then after a few minutes, bumaba na din kami. hala! they were nowhere to be found, pero ang mga girls, di pa din nagpanic, kasi alam naman namin na di nila kami kayang iwan, babalikan din nila kami, so we decided na magliwaliw muna. Nung pababa na kami nung road, nakita namin sila, tapos nung nakita nila kami na papalapit, umatras sila, hinabol naman namin. aba, sige atras pa din ang mga loko! argh! balak talaga nila na pagudin kami. hanggang ang layo-layo nah, tas may mga doggies na gusto kaming lapain. xempre ang mga boys, nag-panic! *beep* *beep* tas tumakbo na ung sasakyan towards us, tapos aun..di naman kami nalapa nung mga aso..haha! tas nun, pumunta na kami kina mulong.

pagdating na pagdating duon, umalis na din sina fritz, wislam at ren2. ang daya, parang hinatid lang talaga kami..=( tas nuon, kumain kami. yum yum! ang sarap talaga kumain! para kaming 10 yrs di kumain, ang tahimik namin, galit-galit muna daw..hehe! tapos nun, umakyat kami tas nagpahingat tsaka nagharutan (xempre, mawawala naman ba un?) tas pinanuod lang kami ni mulong..haha! hanggang...bumaba na kami para maligo. paglabas ko ng banyoo, biglang sabi nila kailangan na namin umalis kasi uuwi pala ung daddy ni mulong galing SA. kaya si dette, di na naligo. haha! tas un, hinatid na kami..ang lungkot nga eh..haaaai..di bale next time daw ulit.

aion...pagod na ako, bukas ulit. hehe! dec. 17-20 palang yan, bukas ung dec. 22-26. okay? ciao