kakaiba from my gimmicks before. haha!

starbucks muna before the happening itself. ha-ha! nauna ang kape bago ang alkohol! okaaaay...egan (uhmm..hindi po ito kuya ni joanne ha? MU kami nun..ayaw ko sakanya at malamang ayaw niya din sakin..sana. haha), my girlfriend tiu and bossing dared me to get a waiter's number in bazzo..geeez!! that was the first time i ever asked for a guy's number ng ganun!! he-he. pero it was easy for me naman kasi di ko naman siya type e. pero inis, si timang nagfeeling! anyways, so there...ano pa ba?...

ang cast kagabi..

si erica - bagong recruit! she's the youngest last night. menor de edad. haha! she seems quiet and super sweet. hope to have more chance to spend time with her.

si kaku - siya ang star of the night..laging ginigisa! haha! chef ituuu

si daddy egan - ang bangooo niya! nakakahiya tuloy kami haha!

idang - soo sweet and fun to be with. as in! no wonder rochelle loves her that much. buti na lang friends na din kami. hihi.

bossing - naglalakad na tambucho. haha joke bossing! ang ingaaaay niya! boy abunda yan...hilig sa chismax hehehehehehe joke ulit pero half meant! haha

and syempre, my gf, chel - ang kuleeeeet sumayaw. haha! basta makulit siya, and bet she's sooo happy pa lalo kasi andun daddy niya na super miss niya na. hihi. inde siya nagpakita ng skills sa tong its kagabi, busy kay bossing? haha! ahlabshu super gf!

at si idaaaaang!! kami na, nov. 4 kami, huh? dami ko naman 'karelasyon' - si rochelle, si val, si idang...uhmmm..3 lang pala. ha-ha! *promise, buburn kita ng hed kandi ;) tas inform kita lagi pag may mga event na ganun*

hmmm...okay dun sa bazzo...tequila's only 65.00!! as in huwaw! kaso ung tequila sunrise lasa and amoy 5-6. hihi. onti ang tao, and may couchie-couch. ung slammer..hindi makalat! unlike sa kroc, sumasabog talaga! and tastes better, imo.

*yawn* sleepy. wasn't able to sleep at chel's place...nakapants pa ako, nahiya ako magshorts, ikli e. haha! tsaka may katext pa ako =P (inde to si "B" ha? nagtext lang siya tas wala na, umaga na ulit nagtext. atsaka im totally over him na, august pa!) babae po ung katext ko e. haha! wala na, tibo na ako e. haha kiddin!

hmmm...my mom said na wala na daw akong night life..sana naman wag naman totally wala, as in nada! bawasan lang..baka di ko kayanin un..hihi. hmmm...my mom seems to be in an okay mood today, good thing. hirap kasi nun ispellingin e...

usapang crush naman..well, obviously, wala akong magawa sa buhay ko. haha! let's start off with...pinning (not his real name, of course. i met him kasi at a grad pinning) - ala, crush ko siya, nothing more, nothing less..same goes with pinkie. pinagkaiba lang..si pinkie crush ko lang siya pag nakikita ko siya. haha! pag di na, edi hindi. i don't even think of him. haha! ay si genegerald pa pala no..stig kumanta! pero crush ko lang siya nung kumanta siya, pero in fairness he's cute and sweet, huh. ;) ang cute niya pag nahihiya siya. ha-ha!

hmmm...si oz? di ko siya crush..tamang katext lang. (courtesy of idang)

as usual..someone asked me the most frequent question people would ask me. bakit wala pa akong nagiging boyfriend. bakit nga ba? kasi...hmmm..di pa time e. wala pa e. ganun talaga. it's not that I'm pihikan (sige kwentuhan ko kayo ng lahat ng guys na nagustuhan ko..kung masabi niyo pang pihikan ako. haha), it;s just that...hmmm...ung gusto ko, ayaw sakin e and vise versa..minsan naman mutual na pala, kaso none of us would make a move (aba babae ako..papel niya un ahaha) or magulo siya kaya i've decided to move on na lang..basta madalas nalalaman ko na "ui sayang" kaso umayaw na ako. kaya ganun..maybe they weren't meant to be lang talaga :) ayos lang yun, i'm only 19, and i've a loooong way to go pa. pag may dumating edi dumating, pero sana bilisan niya ng onti no? haha kiddin! ang nakakainis lang, pag sinasabi kong i've never been into a relationship, parang ayaw ako paniwalaan! kainis. haha. ano ako sinungaling?!?? haha jokenesssss!! wag na tayo mag-isip, basta whatever happens, happens.

aaat kelan naman kaya uuwi si ate fei?!? reyna ng laboy un e! medyo freezed ang night life ng mean girls kasi wala siya. hihi. pa-foodtrip-foodtrip na lang muna kami..hihi.

o siya, siya. wala naman kasing kasense-sense pinagsasabi ko dito...isesedate ko muna mga pinsan ko no, para makatulog naman ako. haha! ciao ciao ciao

at gutom nanaman kasi ako..haha!

toodles! ~~~~~zoom!

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haaaaii..why is it that everyone seems to be taken, yet, I'M STILL SINGLE??? erk. why is it that i always like the WRONG GUY. double eeek. oohh...one of the reasons why I never had a boyfriend. haha! yikeee. and why is it that when somebody asks me if i have a boyfriend, and i tell 'em i don't have one and i never had one ever, they won't believe me naman?!? kainis, ang daming tanong no? (more to come...hahaha!) okay, enough of whining about my singlehood (and being single since i was born haha)
as I'm typing this entry, i reread a thread in GT about this gtalker's guy's status on friendster. according to my fellow gtalker, his bf...errr..okay, i'll just make the story short. his bf's status nga, single sa friendster, and his bf seems to be hiding her from the world, lam mo na, he rejects all of her testimonials for him, he doesn't have any picture with his girl on friendster, and some of his friends don't even know that he already has a gf. like there's one incidence, as told by the gtalker that his bf has a friend who messaged her in friendster saying something like they look good together, blah-blah. and the thing is, that friend has a history with her bf. and when she confronted her guy, hindi daw dapat un big deal. ngeeeek?? isn't he supposed to be proud of his girlfriend?? di baaaa??? foine, foine, he can choose not to change his profile from "single" to "in a relationship", di big deal un. eh how bout the "case of the rejected testimonials"?? haha! hmmm...something's fishy no? haha! ba't ako over maka-react? as what my reply in that thread said, "hmmm..reminds me of a guy i dated a month ago..he has already a gf pala, nangangarir pa ng iba (me). pano naman kasi *bleep*, tapos single ang status niya sa friendster kaya di ko akalain. wala lang, naisip ko lang." (bleep: edited) hai, bottomline is: bakit kasi di makuntento sa isa?????? hmmm..reminds me of another incident...
i have this guy friend who courted my friend(1) kaso basted siya (hee-hee) so he courted another friend(2) of mine, kasi obvious na type siya nun. di baaaa ang laboooo?? super like ni si friend 1 pero he settled for friend 2 just bec alam niyang dun e may pag-asa siya? ang daming guys na ganun, kahit iba ung totoong gusto nila, dun sila sa kahit papano medyo gusto nila basta gusto din sila, just for the sake of having a girlfriend?!? haaaii...kaya ayun, kahit gf niya na un, kinukulit niya pa rin from time to time si friend 1. hai, hai, hai. ang laboooo super, di ba??? kaya siguro ang daming guys na di kuntento sa isa, kasi di naman nila talaga gusto ung gf nila, no? ung tipong, nagustuhan na lang, in the process..hwekhwek. ewan ko kung may sense pa ung sinasabi ko (kahit konti...haha) pero basta. haha!
wushooo Ylla, bitter ka lang!!
okay, enough of those, kwentong lunchbreak naman tayo. haha!
divine!! as promised, here it is..haha!
di ba ulan ng ulan kanina? so we decided to have lunch in Chowking, lam mo na, magpaka-bochog sa noodles (noodols!! wahihi. musta na groupmates ko diyan??). then in midst of satisfying our craving for noodols, err...noodles, 2 (errr...should i mention their school pa ba? wag na =P) girls came in with their chins up. as in akala mo 6-footer silang 2 at ang liliit ng tao (naiimaging niyo ba?) e, mga around 5'0-5'1 lang naman sila pareho. okay, tuloy ang kwento...tapos may mga gestures pa sila na ang weird before sila pumili ng seat, so i asked my friend, Divine, kung "sped" ba ung mga un, kaso si Divine, deadma, kasi busy sa noodols, errr..noodles, rather. so un, edi kain, after a while, dinampot (whatta term haa-haa!) niya ung plate na may tirang food (oh yes she did, at di pa diyan nagtatapos ha! lauriat ata ung nasa plate) nilipat niya sa emptied plate ung errr..pancit? then ate the rest! as in oo, kinain niya ung tira! pati ung friend niya, nakikain rin. haha! so akala ko nun, special nga talaga ata sila. (pero, what are they doing in chowking? ung mga special na naaalala ko noon, may mga baon sila tapos kumakain sa study areas e...kaya uber nalito na talaga ako. haha) pero after a while, may mga dumating pa silang kasama na di naman mukhang special, at take note, pinagmalaki pa niya na nakatipid siya dahil dun sa tirang food na un!!! wapaks! hahahahaha! after niya ubusin ung tira-tirahan, nag-order pa rin naman siya. ngorks. nakapostura pa't lahat-lahat, akala mo reyna rumampa ta's ganun? shoooccckkkiinnggggg!! ayos lang kung kakilala niya me-ari nun e, kaso dein e. dumating sila dun sa table na un, wala na ung mga nauna dun e. nyooooorks. haha labo di ba? wala lang, nilagay ko dito, kasi, uber naweirduhan ako hehe. (keber ba, blog ko to di ba? waheks)
kwentong duty naman tayo ;)
grrr...i almost raised hell when a girl from another school told me na mali ung ginagawa ko, when i was getting the respiratory rate of a patient, as in, she said this, yelling, "mali yan, PR yan e! (ako deadma) mali nga yan, PR nga yan, ba't mo hawak diyan??" i kept my cool and just said, "ito turo samin e." haaaii, super muntik ko nang masabi, san mo ba na-acquire skills mo?? haha! pero buti nakapagpigil, ayoko ng gulo no. so para tapos na, ginawa ko na ung sinasabi niya, and dinaan namin sa parinig later on. haha! kasi ang turo samin, pati sa classmates ko who came from other schools din, kunwari magtetake ka ng PR, kasi dyahe naman titigan ang rise and fall ng chest di ba? so, may tendency na maconscious si pt. di ba di ba di ba. hmpf, kakainis talaga un. mali-mali sila sa pag-take ng BP, may narinig sila samin?? shunge-shunge sila magtake ng anik-anik na vital signs, nagreact kami? tungeks pa mag TSB, nagcomment kami?? kleng-kleng pa mag-ID/IM, sinaway namin? sooowsme. haha! at di lang yan, musta naman, sabi ni miss, ang sa info, info lang. and sa medical, medical lang. and sa surgical, surgical lang. musta naman ung mga na-assign sakanila sa med at surg, nakiki-info, musta naman, over-crowded kami sa info. so ayun, buti rin, paupo-upo nalang dun sa likod hee-hee! pero inis, agaw eksena talaga sila kahit sa med at surg, mga "sugapa"!! hmpf. so ayun, kanila na ung base hospital nila. meorn pa, meron pa! an aged man came in, having a cc of chest pain, so the nurse told me to get his BP, so i told the girl from that other school na, 190/110 nga, tas parang ayaw maniwala kasi ba't ang taas daw. hello??? di mo ba narinig sabi ni nurse?? ikaw pa nga nagsulat diyan oh, chest pain. tee-hee. tapos ung preceptor nila, doctor pa man din, ganto magsalita sa pt, "oh ba't ka pupunta diyan? dun ka o, dun ka pumasok, sa kaliwa, ba't ka ba susuot diyan??" oh my, oh my. asan ang health ethics niya? wahehe. hai, nakakadismaya nursing practice dito saten no? *sigh*
hai ano ba yan, ung sungay ko nasa kisame na, ung buntot ko, umabot sa sala! haha!
hmmm..namiss ko mag-rant & rave, dito na lang :)
rave: yehey! daming shoooo-eeees!! can't wait to wear them all! sabay-sabay! haha joke lang!
rant: musta naman ang OB, ang dami nang na-achieve?!
rave: skinnies!!
rant: wala pa akong gray...:(
rant: lumuwag ung zara grrr
rave: dolman, dolman, dolman
rant/rave: balita ni mommy. yikes. erk. oh well :)
rave: loooong weekend!! whooopie!
rave: haba tulog koooooo ngayon, actually, kagigising-gising ko lang ;)
rant: baka di ako makatulog mamaya!!
rant: my besty hasn't texted me yet. hmpf.
rave: peace na kami ni friiieeenndddd!
wakekekekeks. it's already 7:42, dinner time naaa! yipeee! baboo mga bading! hihihihihihihi!

blabbing around, walang magawa.

whoa! i can do the dishes and laundry na!!!! ive been washing my own dishes and "some" laundry since i moved out of my mom's "puder" it's quite challenging and yeah i get to miss the life i had when was still living with my family every now and then (specially during mornings when i'd have to take care of everything!!) but hey, it's fun. i get to do stuff i never thought i'd do as early as 19 y/o. hihi. actually, i was just 18 then when i moved out. i've learned a lot of things too!! conserve energy - be responsible enough to switch off everything before leaving my place. unlike in our house that i'd just leave everything behind, the computer, the lights, my bed all cluttered, everything! and i\d expect my room to be all neat and tidy when i get home. heehee. oh how i miss that lifestyle! but nevertheless, i'm having fun with the way im living my life right now. though quite hard, but hey, in nthe future, kailangan ko talaga to danasin, i started out earlier than expected lang. hihi. even my mom's shocked that i would survive this long (it's been more than a month already), she expected her daughter knocking the door in less than a week kasi. haha! but look, im still tring to make sense of what i did and trying to adjust with the lifestyle i chose to lead. i must admit that there are times that i'd just cry alone and wish that i never moved out, but when i get to think about it. hey, this is life, that i must face all the consequences of my decisions (or shall i say impulsiveness, eh?) would bring. im not a child anymore that i could run to my mom, my yaya, my tito/ta or lolo (rip) whenever i get into trouble. and that i should think before hopping in into something...errrr...that's the prob now, how can i handle being toooooo impulsive? pag may naisip akong gawin, i'll do it right there and then. (yeah, like moving out. naisipan ko lang mag move out tas in less than a week, voila! ala na ako sa bahay namin haha) a basta, im still lucky enough that i have my friends to make life more bearable when it gets a li'l tough. (little huh??? sows nu ba, little pa ba??) oh well, todo rollercoaster ride na nga e, just when u feel like u're way up there, in a split sec, u're way down na ulit. akala mo space shuttle lang e, lech! hahaha! basta, almost everything that has happened in my life recently came on too fast. tamang nagplaplano ka pa ng next week, tapos na pala siya ngayon palang, or ibukas naman natin. hehe. ouch di ba? as in, u even never saw it coming. ung tipong akala mo okay naman, or it'll be just fine, un pala the ff day, yikes. wala na.
ai nako, yan na nga muna, si katsiiee kat e nag-aaya ng lumarga. inis naman kasi taga-tagal kabit ng telepono!!!

we don't get mad, we get even!

okaaay...so I've been a li'l busy these past few weeks, life was fun, being independent and all, til some a-holes messed up with our lives. our, kasi kami-kami nila nikki, kat, ekai and basta hahahaha!!

oh well, ba't ba may mga tao na akala siguro nila kahapon lang kami pinanganak?? magrarason na lang akala mo kausap niya 3 y/o...like duh?! a baaaasta...sabi ni kuya pau, humanap daw kami ng pangit...un na nga ginawa namin e, bat ganun pa din? ay sows... hahaha la lang...
anyway, so there. hmmmm...nu pa ba....ay ayun, nagpalit ako ng #...para walang magulo hehehe!!!

para masaya, kanta na lang tayo ^-^ ung pinaulit-ulit ni mama patsie

TORN - Natalie Imbruglia
I thought I saw a man brought to life
he was warm he came around like he was dignified
he showed me what t was to cry
Well you couldn't be that man I adored
you don't seem to know - or seem to care what your heart is for
I don't know him anymore
there's nothing where he used to lie
my conversation has run dry
that's what's goin' on
nothing's fine
I'm tornI'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
lying naked on the floor
illusion never changed
into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
you're a little late
I'm already torn
so I guess the fortune teller's right
I should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
but you `crawled beneath my veins and now I don't care, I have
no luck I don't miss it all that much
there's just so many things
that I can't touch
I'm torn
there's nothing where he used to lie
my inspiration has run dry
that's what's goin' on
nothing's right I'm torn...
[chorus]