blabbing around, walang magawa.

whoa! i can do the dishes and laundry na!!!! ive been washing my own dishes and "some" laundry since i moved out of my mom's "puder" it's quite challenging and yeah i get to miss the life i had when was still living with my family every now and then (specially during mornings when i'd have to take care of everything!!) but hey, it's fun. i get to do stuff i never thought i'd do as early as 19 y/o. hihi. actually, i was just 18 then when i moved out. i've learned a lot of things too!! conserve energy - be responsible enough to switch off everything before leaving my place. unlike in our house that i'd just leave everything behind, the computer, the lights, my bed all cluttered, everything! and i\d expect my room to be all neat and tidy when i get home. heehee. oh how i miss that lifestyle! but nevertheless, i'm having fun with the way im living my life right now. though quite hard, but hey, in nthe future, kailangan ko talaga to danasin, i started out earlier than expected lang. hihi. even my mom's shocked that i would survive this long (it's been more than a month already), she expected her daughter knocking the door in less than a week kasi. haha! but look, im still tring to make sense of what i did and trying to adjust with the lifestyle i chose to lead. i must admit that there are times that i'd just cry alone and wish that i never moved out, but when i get to think about it. hey, this is life, that i must face all the consequences of my decisions (or shall i say impulsiveness, eh?) would bring. im not a child anymore that i could run to my mom, my yaya, my tito/ta or lolo (rip) whenever i get into trouble. and that i should think before hopping in into something...errrr...that's the prob now, how can i handle being toooooo impulsive? pag may naisip akong gawin, i'll do it right there and then. (yeah, like moving out. naisipan ko lang mag move out tas in less than a week, voila! ala na ako sa bahay namin haha) a basta, im still lucky enough that i have my friends to make life more bearable when it gets a li'l tough. (little huh??? sows nu ba, little pa ba??) oh well, todo rollercoaster ride na nga e, just when u feel like u're way up there, in a split sec, u're way down na ulit. akala mo space shuttle lang e, lech! hahaha! basta, almost everything that has happened in my life recently came on too fast. tamang nagplaplano ka pa ng next week, tapos na pala siya ngayon palang, or ibukas naman natin. hehe. ouch di ba? as in, u even never saw it coming. ung tipong akala mo okay naman, or it'll be just fine, un pala the ff day, yikes. wala na.
ai nako, yan na nga muna, si katsiiee kat e nag-aaya ng lumarga. inis naman kasi taga-tagal kabit ng telepono!!!