dose of sanity

Most of my friends are aware of how dysfunctional my family is. And as we all know, we don't get to choose our family. Whether we like it or not, they are our family. Well, at least, we get to choose our friends, right? And I'm glad I have few great friends. Oh well, as most of you know, I really didn't like the idea of going to CEU, but these people made my stay there worthwhile. These = Kat, Rochelle, Valerie, Lianne, Che among all others (sorry sa mga di nabanggit, pero sila naman kasi talaga ung on top of my list), pero sige sama natin si Pareng Ogie. In times of desperations, frustrations, depressions, heartbreaks, lahat na, sila ung madalas na andun to keep me sane...Without them, I could've gone crazy na, and had ended up in a mental asylum noon pa. Kung baga, sila ung "happy pills" ko. Narecall ko tuloy ung sinabi ni Meredith Grey about getting high during hotshot surgeries, bakit daw meron pang nagddrugs? Well, for me, having a great time, great laughter with my friends - they're enough to make me high na! Lalo na kung may alcohol on the side. haha! kiddin! Basta I'm soooo lucky to have such great people at my side. Though syempre normal lang na may times na they get too busy with their lives and i have to face everything on my own.

Moving along...syempre, I also have my ate Bajah and her beloved papu, Reggie, Papa Porky, Bongky, and the rest of the gang for more mature POV's. Syempre iba pa rin ung manggagaling sa may mas experience nang mga tao. Love 'em..super! I also have these few friends from my high school, though we rarely get in touch na. Well, nakakatext ko na lang e si Allen and Alejandre, and recently si Joecel. Looking back, Marami-rami akong friends sa dati kong school, pero ilan-ilan lang ung nag-stick hanggang ngayon...And hindi ako masyadong makapaniwala na Allen, though she's my best friend, would be one of them. Kasi nga di ba nagkaron kami ng medyo great distances nung nagkahiwalay kami ng section, nagkahiwalay ng barkada's, nagkararon ng issues between us. And I'm glad that after all that, we're still here, being best friends. 8 years and counting...yeehaaa!! *Love you so much best friend!*

And of course, pwede ba namang di mabanggit ang Katipunan hunks? Bam, Pao, Jay, Steve, DJ, lahat sila? Esp. Bam na naging super close ko this year. He's the greatest guy friend I ever have! Promise. He's the best! He's my tequila, mai tai, kurant7, soju, vodka ice, bacon asparagus buddy! Sa inuman, movie, sa gimmick, sa katahimikan, simangot times, kasama sila. At syempre, si Mareng Tina na nameet ko the night before my birthday..We've gone pretty close simula nung party ni Jam and Ivan nung 07-07-07.

ANd how can I forget to mention my SSB family, esp Sally...solid kami ng mare kong 'to! kahit kaming dalawa lang, go lang! mapa-UP man, shangrila plaza o kahit saan! Basta motto namin, "Don't settle for anything less....payless." haha! kuno. joke lang yung payless. hihi. go, go, go! matirang matibay samin!

Oooops...may isa pa akong best friend, ung inagawa ko sa dati kong crush! My big buddha best friend, Oliver James!! Parang si Mama Kat, sermon ang madalas nakukuha ko dito. Ouch, pero totoo...Sobrang huggable ito! Kung shoulder to lean on din, s'ya na yun! Malambot-lambot na shoulder ang masasandalan mo! yikeee! Miss this guy. The last time I saw him was during my party pa. *OJ: Sorry about Peter. Nakainom ata s'ya nun, masyadong derecho...so derecho din ng onti ung sagot ko. pero at least, di ba? see you soon! sana!*

At syempre, and DYOSA NG KARAGATAN, Antots! my movie-coffee-dinner buddy! Alam mo 'yun, kumustahan lang tas biglang, "Tara! movie tayo!" haha! at natatiming na may boy drama ako, at syempre ang lola, the best sa boy drama's!

Hindi naman ako masyadong nagmayabang about my friends? Well, mababaw lang kaligayan ko e. Masaya ako pag naaalala nila ako...hehe! Nung nagtext nga isa sakanila, na sobrang timing, naiyak ako. Parang kabit-kabit na super mga intestines namin kaya kahit 'di ka magsabi, gets ka nila. Waaah basta, I;m sooooooo glad of having them...as the title says, they're my doses of sanity. Without them, I would've lost my mind na. Being such a weakling that I am. Awww...:) Thanks GUYS! Thanks for accepting me as such a pain in the ass, the brattinela that I am. hehe!