tagpi-tagpi, let's connect!

okay, here are my tagpi-tagpi thoughts...bear with me na lang. you know, bear, the oso! haha kiddin!

let's start with the...


TAWIWIW...

Okay, got this idea from the "will you be my spongebob" proposal i read from girltalk...Wouldn't it be sooooo mega sweet to be proposed nang, " Will you be my tawiwiw?" Haha! *giggles* Oh well, pangyakap ang tawiwiw, so, parang, kung pwede na sya lang pwede yumakap sa'yo? haha ganun ba gusto kong sabihin? ah basta. it's superbly sweet!
so that's it, nalost ako ulit...


WEIRD DREAMS

Few days ago, can't remember when, basta this week lang din, I dreamt of a frog...Ikwento ko ng maayos, chronologically...ayon sa naaalala ko

sa isang puting kwarto, may mga tao, may sinasandalan akong tao, at nakahulata kaming lahat sa matress sa sahig. tapos may dumating na palaka sumandal dun sa nakahulata sa tapat ko, which made the palaka na katapat ko na. Tapos may nagtext sakin, (dun sa n73) may sinabing pangalan, tas inannounce ko 'yung pangalan, parang, "Asan daw si *frog's name here*?", tas parang anticipated ko na 'yung frog 'yung magrereact. Tapos 'yung frog nga sabi n'ya s'ya 'yun, tapos I forgot na what happened, kinulit n'ya ko na gusto nya ko lapitan. E super ewwness para sakin mga frogs, hinahampas ko s'ya ng unan to keep him from hopping towards me. Nung nabull's eye ko si froggy, saktong tumalon na s'ya sakin! Tapos pasigaw ako nun, ung sigaw ko, gising na ko, yakap ung unan kong mahaba. hehe!

Ito naman 'yung panaginip ko ngayon...ayon sa naaalala ko lang, ulit

Sumakay ako ng FX, ako lang ung nakasakay all through out nung byahe, tapos may katext ako, na imeemeet ko sa lugar na mukhang PHILCOA (i think...), na puti ung paligid, again. then ang nadatnan ko dun e batang pulubi. E ayaw na ayaw ko ung direct contact sa pulubi...as in skin to skin o kahit garments. (eehh..sorry, pero ganun e.) Tapos kinukulit n'ya ako, to keep him away, hinahampas ko raw sya ng unan (direk, san galing 'yung unan?!) Tapos paatras lang kami ng paatras habang hinahampas ko s'ya. Ganunan lang tas nasa kalye na kami, hanggang next thing I know, nasa ibang lugar na ako, tapos wala na akong wallet. Naisip ko na binigay ko yata 'dun sa bata para tigilan n'ya ako.

So, feeling ko connected sila..Kasi, ung puting walls, text/cellphone, may mangungulit na nilalang na ayaw ko dikitan ako, unan as panghampas. Di ba? so ayun...naobsess daw ba sa panaginip? Haha! Oh well, feeling ko these dreams are trying to tell me something e...ano kaya 'yun? Wutcha guys think?


Deception

"The truth hurts...so we lie."

Screw that! Being told with the truch sure does hurt. But what hurts more is that when the people you care about lie to you, and you just pretend to believe it para tapos na usapan. Hello!? Di ba nga, we can;t lie to people who care about us. Because when you care about a person, you'll know when the person's lying, di ba? So why won't we just quit lying and tell the freakin' truth?! At least you'd get hurt, get over it and move on. Okay na. Pero being lied to is a whole different story. sasama loob mo ng matagal, walang katapusan, hanggang sa mapuno ka na lang and it's over. Cause you see, it's the thing that destroys all sorts of relationships, be it friendship, romantic relationship, lahat na. basta ako, i'd rather be disappointed and hurt with the truth than be fucked up with a lie.